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Drawing on my way to uni

2012-02-12T02:33:00.001-08:00

So i started drawing again. Well..occasionally. On my Iphone.

You know the Brushes app? If not,you should totally get it if you've got an Ipod or Iphone and like to draw. Although the stuff i do with brushes are only small pictures, i'm greatful enough that this app lets me draw wherever i am, since its been AGES that i've done some creative work.
First of all i'm just going to show you guys some recent work of mine, the first ones beeing the most recent.

Okok i know. Lots of girls and not much variations at poses. I'ts just that i LOVE drawing pretty eyes and pretty hair. Got not much artistic emotional depth but its so much fun!

I like how this App inspired me to sit down again and properly work on something again. I want to improve in drawing and get more professional since i know i've got the potential. It just died down with me turning out to be so lazy... but i'll try to draw something proper again once i've done my Work for Uni!

Sinnkrise

2012-02-10T11:02:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry everybody for following with a more personal post. I'm glad for my blog to hit the 100 readers mark but not a post followed since then. Thats because thing is, Life is hard at the moment.

It started with a depressing phase concerning uni, and whether i really want to continue studying what i started to study. I was torn apart between studying humanities and studying design. I calmed down my panic by telling myself that i must not give up when things start to get hard, just like the saying goes "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
And well yeah, i need to get stronger.
I lack Discipline, Orderliness, and need to be way more confident in certain situations. I'm still so dependent on everything and everybody, i have to grow up and learn how to be independent.
Things are getting hard, i know i need to change and therefore today, tried to clear out my room of useless ballast. And oh how my room monitors the way i am. One big mess.

Well, i'm sure things are getting better someday, i just felt like blogging again, even though this may not be a very entertaining post.

Thanks for reading though.

Shelly

wow, 100 followers, thanks! :)

2011-12-13T12:12:00.000-08:00

So, i actually just opened my laptop to print out some unistuff. While waiting for the pages beeing printed out i thought about taking a look at my blogger dashboard again.

I finally hit the 100 readers mark, thanks guys! :)

Even though it seemed like i neglected the blog a little bit, I hope its still somehow halfway interesting/entertaining/timekilling to some of you.
I'm trying to stop forcing posts and just write them freely and whenever i want, trying not to be too focused on reader counts when posting. I thought my count number won't rise anymore because of that, but luckily this didn't seem to be the case.

I'm thinking about maybe doing a small giveaway since i have so much cute little things at home, but for now, have some thankyou muffins i made yesterday!

Thanks again my 100 readers :)

too serious for me

2011-11-25T13:59:00.000-08:00

I went to this one campus party last night. ( lol, i havent even mentioned that i'm in university now)
Ah well,This is how i looked like. I only noticed afterwards that i looked kinda mode.
I think my style is too playful for mode, but i am really starting to warm up to it, especially since i always liked brands like Murua and Emoda. And Blacks and Golds.
But still, looking so serious is so unusual to me,

Yeah hit me, the whole purpose of this post is pure picturewhorage. blah.
Still, i feel weird with posh poses, i rather enjoy making faces

byebye

look what University is doing to me

2011-11-22T07:06:00.000-08:00

Wednesdays are horrible. Got Uni from 10 to 9 and still don't get stuff done.
Meaning: I start the day like this

and at the end of the day, look like this.

I really should get my ass up and start studying harder. Things are not like in school anymore where you can already pass with only occasional listening. I need to work work work on my Workethics which are so..er, inadequate.

University is hard but i stay strong.

(ok, actually i just wanted to show of how i looked like on halloween, had lots of fun with playing with the blood :D)

Hair update

2011-10-05T11:09:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, im sorry for neglecting my blog these days. Its just that since i've been back here in germany, Real Lifes got a hold on me!

So im starting my revival post with a light and totaly not breathtakign topic: My current hair!

When i was in the Philippines i heard about this super great Japanese Hairsalon ( Shuji Kida in Greenhills) and since i always wanted to change my good ol boring black (ok, actually dark brown) locks, i decided to give that place a go!

So in the end i turned from something like this, to this.

Although i look less exotic now, i really like my new haircolor! Also as you can see i grew out my bangs and have my hair parted in the middle. I kinda like it now since im getting fed up of side bangs!

What do you think? And what do you prefer, middle or side parting?

The Beach! Shopping! A Wedding!

2011-09-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

I actually wanted to avoid such all in one posts, because me myself am most of the time annoyed when those blogs i read only update once a month, but with posts of three meters length.

Do you too? well don't worry, this won't take too long to read since im too lazy to write a three meter long post, as long as im not payed or graded :p

So, What have i been up to since my last post exactly?

Well, my mother arrived, and ever since then weve gone to...

The Beach! :D

We went to Laiya, Batangas. And by the way, this fruit here is called Rambutan (which strangely reminds me of a Kids Toy Anime...) and turned out to be my new favorite fruit!

Shopping!

Me and my Cousin went to Greenhills to shop for some of her work stuff. In the end though i bought more than her xD

I just loce how the shirts i bought each give me a different look!

(btw. ich biete ein aehnliches shirt wie das oben links auf Kleiderkreisel an, wer interessiert ist klickt hier )

A Wedding! :D

We so bad, we take pics during mass :x

At the Photobooth with me, my Ma ( in gold), Her Friend, and the Bride

Actually we planned to go somewhere today too, but its pretty usual for my ma to plan things in the morning, talk abou it till afternoon, and dump the idea in the evening.

oh we're so alike.

I think thats it, collective Post turned out to be quite short ah xD

Review Geo Angel Brown + Mimi Shop

2011-08-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

I already mentioned how my previous Barbie King Size Browns broke right? Well, i made up for that loss by buying myself a new pair of circle lenses via this facebook shop

This time i decided to get the regular Geo Angel Browns, because while i loved the design of the Barbies, i was quite abit overwhelmed with their big diameter and had to get used to my alien eyed self. Now that i got a toned down version of them, i didn"t have to get used to anything because i instantly found myself to look prettier with them on!

1.no makeup. one lense in, one out. with flash.

2. lash line. both in. with flash

3.with lenses. with makeup and lashes. Natural light outside

faceshot. natural light. ( lol,two different kinds of lashes, sorry)

Overall

Comfort- 5/5

Super comfortable. Of course it feels abit heavy after just putting them in, but as the day goes by i feel them less and less, even forgetting that i have them in!

Color- 5/5

Wonderful. I love that they give your Eye the missing oomph, while still looking natural and not too weird. ( like i felt the barbies did for me)

Enlargement- 4/5

The Diameter may "only" be 14 mm, but in my opinion the Enlargement is just perfect! Not too big that it looks creepy, but big enough to look sparkly and dolly!

The Size is just right, you can wear even very light makeup without it looking creepy! (which was the case with the Barbies)

So if you don't want to go all full gyaru/Ulzzzang/whatever Makeup but still want to add that special dollyness to your look, then i'd say that these lenses are the best!

Service - 5/5

like i already mentioned, i got them from Eye am Otaku Mimi- shop on Facebook.

This is the first time i shopped via Facebook, so of course i was abit worried at first, but because Facebook shopping seems to be really popular here in the Philippines, i just gave it a try.

And it was really worth it! First of all i was lucky enough that there was a Promo going on so i was able to purchase the Lenses for 650 pesos instead of 850!

I actually wanted to order prescription lenses, but Mimi (the shopowner) only had plano lenses on hand. Okay, so i ordered them instead. I mean, for 650 Pesos ( 11 Euros)i gladly take plano lenses instead!

Anyways, i payed via paypal and Mimi sent them out the next day. Then two days later, i woke up from my nap and saw that my Aunt put the package inside my room!

Thankyou Mimi for that really fast Shipment!

So if your in the Philippines and interested in getting Circle Lenses and Cosplay stuff, then i suggest you should check out Mimis shop!

My Birthday and Ootd's

2011-08-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

So i don't think i mentioned it on here yet, but the day after the Meetup, August 12, was my 19th Birthday!

I didn't really plan anything special though, because uhh... i pretty much suck at planning stuff ^^;; Instead, i just brought some cake to school for the children, and at night me and my cousin tagged along when a good friend and his schoolmates went out to Party at THE Club in the Philippines: Republiq!!

At first, me, my friend, my cousin and my cousins friend went to the Mall were the Club was located at.

The Mall was very exclusive and had a Casino, lots of luxury boutiques and soo much nice food places!

The outer facade of the Mall. Its actually something like a rich tourists club. O

Oh and it was fullmoon!

The inside of the Mall

Me, Cousin Leli and her Friend

Inside the Club

The DJ's

We made lots of more pics but i don't know most of the people in the pics too well yet, so i'll refrain from posting pics wtih them right now;

neways, lets get to the point : I had a great Time!! :D

Heres a fullbody shoot of my outfit...(although not so clear)

I dont know why i decided to dress so simple, everyone there was so styled up!!

I basically want to go for the cool look, but a mini skirt would have definitely made this more Republiq worthy...

and while im at it, the outfit on the right is the one i wore on the mini gyaru meet.

In both coords i wear the same top, accecosories and boots.

Neways guys, jus finished skyping with boyfie and i should go to sleep now.

Byee

Manila Gyaru Mini Meet

2011-08-15T00:20:00.000-07:00

late post is late, but lots of things have been going on lately and organizing all the pics in my cam is harrd harrrd woork!!!

...ok, actually its not, im just very much lazy.

Annyyywayss, as announced in the last post i had a meetup with dearest Yapo, Meoki, Tatat and Akane at SM Megamall!

First of all because i know how controversial the term gyaru is sometimes looked at, i just wanted to say that as of right now i do not consider myself gyaru okay? Its just that i'm in Manila, and they are Gyarus, and we had a meet up, okay? fine.

Sooo, Because i had to be accompanied by my cousin on the way to the mall, and because she still had classes, I was there quite early and therefore the first to arrive. (because really, thats usually veeery rare of me xD) We all wanted to meet up at the food court but i was there a tad bit too early so i strolled around the groundfloor for a while. Waiting at the Mall isn't really a big deal because afterall, its a Mall.

Anyways when Meoki was there she called me up, it then turned out that we weren't so far apart then xD She looked soo pretty in her pretty floral dress and even with her scraped knees, she looked like such a doll <3 We always had to think of her as a sweet and tough gurololi or himeguro something haha xD

me and meoki, i somehow really love this pic!

Because the others took some time to arrive me and meoki strolled abit around the mall and later just sat at the food court and talked. Shes soo nice, i really enjoyed talking to her!! :D She also wore a georgeous pair of heels, so i didn't feel like a giant standing beside her. (because well, i always do when im with people here .__.)

meo, me and tatat

Later on, Yapo and Tatat arrived. It was so cute how Yapo walked through the food court looking for us! She really stood out with her caramel colored bob, among the masses of black haired people! I was really impressed in total because although i already know how she looks like, it was still different than seeing her in person. Anyways she was really funny and had such a bubbly personality, it really suited her look!

When Tata arrived, i was also really impressed too! I didn't really know her that well before, but she was also very funny and quirky! And her eyes are so georgeous, she did such a good job on her make!!

The last one to arrive was Akane, and she was so feminime and elegant! Look at her, such a Barbie Doll!

Later on we sat by the Atrium and just talked and hung out! Yapo had so much fun taking pictures of our legs haha xD

LEGSLEGSLEGS haha XD

By the way, i just noticed how i claimed organizing pics is so tired, while all the pics i posted up until now aren't even taken by me. Yeayea i suck, but Yapos Pics just look sooo much nicer!!

okay okay see for yourself

stolen picture i took

and well, now actual "stolen" pictures (..ogawd i kno im so corny right?!sryy)

see more at Yapos Blog!

( I hope you forgive me for taking theese...)

All in all the day was very fun! Although i really have gotten abit shy after having seen all these gerogeous ladies, seriously i look like such a plain jane compared to them xD

My Cousin was also very impressed when she saw them and said the same thing to me haha.

I'm soo looking forward to see them again next week!!! (... and by then i'd have practiced my hair and make skills!!)

SM Days,TONYMOLY,small Haul and Ootd

2011-08-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

SM, actually stands for Shoe Mart, but over time that little shoe company turned into the Philippines biggest Shoppingmall factory!

...lol, i don't even know why i had to tell you this, i guess this is the trivia of the day?xD

New knowledge aside, these last two days i finally managed to do some shopping! On Sunday me and my cousins went to SM North Edsa, because - as much as i love SM Megamall- i haven't been to the Philippines LARGEST Mall yet! In fact, SM North Edsa i also Asias 4th largest shopping mall! (Thanks Wikipedia for the stats...wait up, but i'm not the only person who looks up mall in wikipedia right?xD)

Now, what did i think? "welll, its an SM" to be exact.

...and therefore it practically looks the same as any big SM Mall. ( except MoA, i think that one looks a tad bit different)

You can probably form a new country out of the Philippine Mall's total amount of squaremeters, yes, the Malls here are THAT BIG. So yes, i am proud to say that shopping here is truly a delight!

Anyway, the next day i followed my cousin to school and waited for her in SM Manila: Super small and quite a dissapointment for SM Malls, but compact enought to stroll around by yourself!

This is what i wore

Top: H&M |Jeans: Mango|Necklace: SIX| Belt and Bracelet: courtesy of Dear cousin :)

I was quite in a glee walking around the mall all by myself, since i never did that before in the Philippines. I could enter any store i want and could stay as long as i wanted without anyone bored and tired tagging along!

So with all the freedom i've got, i treated myself to some DIY froyo at TuttiFrutti

look at my creation!

seriously, i think i dumped everything i was craving for that moment into the cup xD

I actually thought it would feel awkward sitting there having a froyo all by yourself, but sitting there and watching the masses pass by (well, and watching them stare at you) was actually quite relaxing.

While shopping i mostly bought some Make up for my older cousin, because i haven't gotten her anything yet for her birthday last week, and also because it seems like she wants to get more into makeup now! (yay!)

So i went to this new Korean Cosmetics store called TONYMOLY that popped up in the Malls recently. I really like the stores flair, its like a matured etude house or something xD

So i got inside and the sales lady immediately talked to me, asking where i come from and stuff.

As usual, people would think that im either american or australian, its like they don't even come up with the idea that there are more than two countries with a caucasian population...

Anyways when i told her i come from germany, she went all "ohh i'm from germany too!" So naturally i asked her where exactly in germany she came from and she was just all like...

"Have you heard of europe? Thats where i come from!"

ugh. I immediately wanted t stop talking to her.

Ah well, excuse my short staff rant and let me show you some of the stuff i got for myself

A pair of loose flowy shorts : SM department store
Thin studded Belt: SM department store
Upper Falsies: TONYMOLY
Mintgreen Nail Polish: TONYMOLY
Lower Falsies: Etude House

In fact, im going to try the Lashes and Nail polish today, and since my lenses already arrived too, you can expect more potd and reviews in the following post.

Thanks for reading!

Job, Clothes and Lense Rambles

2011-08-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

Guyys, i got a job! :D

So, today was my first day at a private preschool here in my neighbourhood, the jobs only voluntarily but hey, at least i've got something to do, and i feel like doing something meaningful!
The School is soo cute! And oh my god the children are so lovely! I remember having a super big grin on my face when they all came into the classrom, and then rushing outside in order to do some supercute morning workouts and afterwards singing the philippine national anthem!

Lets see how the next days are going to turn out, i can't wait to get to know each of the children and everyone else there better! :)

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Annyyyways, next week im going to meet up with two of my favorite filipino Bloggers Yapo and Meoki! And other gyaru interested girls i haven't gotten to know yet are coming too! Sooo excited ~
I still have no Idea what to wear so heres some easy Inspiration i got from the latest popsister.
(...easy, because i practically have most of these pieces in my luggage already)

so what i have in my baggage out of these pics is a military shirt, a cream colored dress, a denim vest, a little black dress and distressed jeans.

I really want to start going shopping now thoughhhhh, ugh... i hate this lacking mobility =__=

I can't wait to start dolling up again, because really, i look like super simple and super humble everyday. And also, considering the hot and humid weather here, my mood to get pretty every morning pretty much drops everytime my make up smudges or removes itself .__.

I also ordered new circle lenses, because my old Barbie King Size Brown (old?wth i had them only for about 2 months ;_;) broke back in Germany...

Ah well, anyways i decided to get myself their little sister, the Geo Angel browns then instead... maybe they'll make me feel less creepy than the Barbie ones..

ah well, maybe next posts will have some egopics again...i figured that i havent posted any of these lately;;

ah well till then :)

Majolica Majorca Haul

2011-07-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

I always considered myself to be quite the money saving, well almost "cheap" kind of consumer, but umm, i too, occasionally have these cravings where i just WANT GET AND WANT!!!..*cough cough*

Aaannyways, my latest Money spending trip has been done at the new Majolica Majorca Makeup Counter of my beloved one true Mall: SM Megamall! :D

My Buys include

The automatic perfect liner in BR shade
The Lash Expander Frame Plus Mascara
Puff the Cheek in Apricot Macaron Shade

For that i payed a total amount of about 37 Euros (directly calculated) for which i also received a transparent Bag as a freebie!

Other than that, those days before my best friend here bought me the compact powder with its case as a advanced Birthday gift. The Powders texture is really smooth and i just love the Design of the case.

I honestly have to say though, that what attracted me the most to this brand is the beautiful design and casing of each piece. Seriously, i don't think i ever spazzed this much in a store!I tried out everything except the blush yet and they work just fine, but since i was quite in a hurry when applying them i wasn't able to test them properly.

If anybody is interested in a review of a piece just let me know :)

My isolation survival Haul

2011-07-26T01:59:00.000-07:00

ok, i think i made it clear enough how incredibly bored i am here in my last post.

So to oppose that, that saturday when my cousin had time for me, we went to Market!Market! and stayed there for the whole day.

This is what i got:

First, Lots of reading material to keep me entertained for the week

the recent Cosmopolitan Issue
Zen and the art of faking it by Jordan Sonnenblick
The memoirs of a beauiful boy by robert leleux

Have you read these two books? I got them because they were on Sale in National bookstore. Zen and the art of faking it seemed like a light and easy read, while the backtext of memoirs of a beautiful boy interested me. And its been a while since i took some time to read a book, the last one i read (and enjoyed!) was Murakamis Norwegian Wood.

Then, when went to a K-Pop Store where i got that cute Astro Boy Notebook, and that Small Yellow Scheduler. Might be useful when i go to uni in October.

Apart from School stuff, i also got my Friend this Big Bang Memopad as a gag :D

Seriously, that K-Pop Store had quite a selection of fan stuff, i actually wanted to take a pic but didn't dare taking one in the end...

Oh, Big Bang is Back~

As much as i like Big bang, i'm just not the type to cover all my notebooks or roomwalls with their beautiful heads and bodies. Well, i used to, but i guess i just grew out of it.

Are you the type to stick Images of your Idols on everyday stuff?

i guess thats it for this post, bye bye :)

Hello Philippines, Shellys here and ranting!

2011-07-22T04:48:00.001-07:00

okay okay peoples,you might (or might not..) want to know : i changed locations!I had my Flight this Tuesday and am now residing in the ever tropic Philippine Islands!

Okay, nothing really special since i'm here like, twice a year...but this time im not going to stay here for 2 or 3 weeks, but for whooping 2 MONTHS!!!

and uhh.. well, usually i'd be happy about beeing able to spend so much time with my dear family, buuut things pretty much suck right now becauuuse

1. My Family is super Busy. My cousin i live with is at school til 9 pm and afterwards still has to do schoolwork.

2. I am super isolated. Me beeing the "americano" (people why dont you just get that im not american!!?!) to the filipinos, i'm not allowed to go outside just by myself. You know, i could be kidnapped or raped or soemthing.Because im tall and white. ugh. (oh how my family trust their ladnsmen)\

3. I decided to stay here for 2 months because my moms friend suggested that i should do some work here. Well, so called friend hasn't called up yet... guhreat.

4.IPIS!FCKEN IPIS!FCKEN TAGULAN OGAAWD IM GONNA DIEEEEE!!! ;___;

...*coughcough* let me translate:

Because its Rainy Seasons ,Mr.Cockroach and Friends visit often enough. And i just do not enjoy their company.

and most of all..

5. These last weeks in germany have been simply amazing. Now what sucks is that these amazing weeks ended with me getting together with an amazing guy.

PEOPLE!! SHELLY IS NOT SINGLE FOR LIFE ANYMOAR!!!

BUT WHY NOW?WHY NAOOOO??

i mean, why did i get a boyfriend just two days before im off for 2 months?? ;_;

worst. timing. ever

So yeah, i'm pissed and lonely. Anybody in the Manila Area want to meet up?

(although i guess most of you are also busy during the week...)

Ootd + Pictureday

2011-07-14T01:21:00.000-07:00

Had another "shoot" with dear Chani on Monday.
Chani likes doing nature shots but i prefer urban-ish Photography. In the end though, we kinda did both :)
I kinda look pissed in some pics, when i actually wanted to look all cool and sophisticated. Also my Mom said that i look like i'm about to poo in the last pic. Oh Ma, i love you! xD

Nonetheless, i'm super duper thankful to have spent that super duper day with super duper Chani! :)

Outfit updates+ After Prom Life

2011-07-10T11:24:00.000-07:00

I feel good. The Days after Prom have been as awesome as Prom itself, seriously i've been out almost everday lately and have so much fun! But because i spend so much time with nights out chilling at the River, i turned out to be a bit lazy style wise.
So all in all i can only present you two coords, for..well the last two weeks xD

Its getting hotter and hotter each day and i might need to stop wearing my beloved boots...
Anybody know some good summer boots?

Oh i love chilling at the rhine. Even though there was a big firewors festival in Cologne, we just stayed in out river and watched from there.
Do you have any favorite places to hang out in?

tell me i'm curious :)

...wow, short post was short.

Good Bye, Chaos Class of 2011

2011-07-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

My Year is full of loud and annoying Idiots. People who don't know how to stay organized or how to act mature and responsible. They vandalize rooms and love drawing penises on the walls and blackboards. Theire abunch of immature monkeys.

But oh my god, i'll miss this bunch of monkeys so badly.

Yesterday i had my Prom which i was so nervous about the last couple of weeks. Planning the whole thing was such a mess, the whole thing could have gone wrong just as well.
But luckily it didn't. Which is pretty typical of my year. Were always procrastinating, late and chaotic and doing stuff but when it's getting serious, things always work out somehow.
Anyways, the Prom was a success!I was the Mc for the first half of the Programme and everyone told me i did a great job. I was really nervous and hadn't planned anything in particular either, so most of the things i said were more or less improvised.
At the end of the Programm, we went out to a club to party! I had a truly amazing time!

All mushy -i'll miss school- talk aside, here some pics of me showcasing my wonderful dress and my wonderful schoolmates!

I had great 3 years.

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2011-06-26T08:07:00.001-07:00

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Raiding the school...and my Moms closet! :D

2011-06-16T14:24:00.000-07:00

As lame as last week was, this week is quite busy. Lots of Prom and Finalgag to manage.

On Wednesday we went to the Wholesale Market to look for stuff we need for Prom, this is what i wore.

When i looked at the second outfit of my post here, the first thing that came to my mind was my moms vest. My mom got it herself a long time ago, but since she never wore it i decided to just proclaim it to be mine. Sometimes, you can really find Treasures in Parents closets, right? Thats why i decided to just go and raid her closet!Do you sometimes raid your Parents Closet too?

When my mom just bought the vest i wasnt too keen on it though, but then again, my taste in Clothes used to be very questioable to begin with...

But now i really have to say that i don't even want to return it to my mom now! In my oppinion, this Vest really spices up an outfit. So on the same day later at night, i wore it too to go clubbing!

Which outfit do you prefer? The one i just posted earlier, or this one?

Going clubbing was pretty fun, especially since i was still really pissed about the bucket of fail that was last week, so going out again definitely raised my mood!
I got home at 6 in the morning and slept in till 4 in the afternoon (!!), after which i quickly had to go to school to help out at our Finalgag preparations! :D

In german Schools, those people who graduate and just had their final exams have a day where they terrorize the school! Meaning: They play pranks on teacher and younger students, mess up the classrooms and party! :D Since our Gag is tommorow, we got into the school today to load the teachers lounge with balloons and mess up the halls and classrooms!
Heres a sneak peek of what we did

'chhyea so excited about tommorow! :D

Popsister Wardrobe Help + Rambles

2011-06-08T12:46:00.000-07:00

I have wayyy too many days were i wake up, open my closet and have absolutely NO IDEA what to wear.
Thats why i had the GROUNDBREAKING Ideas of 1) selling old stuff, 2) Buying new stuff and 3) printing out coords that suit my style and paste them beside my Closet.

So as i was browsing the newest Popsister a few days ago (7/2011) I found some really cute coords which are simple enough for me to wear everyday.

And since summer is coming up, i got myself a new pair of denim shorts. I really wanted to have a proper pair of washed out and distressed looking jean shorts, so i just grabbed the first pair of those i saw in our mall.

Don't get me wrong. I love them, especially the itsy parts of leoprints on the back. Its just that i was so hot for a new proper pair of denim shorts, that i just got it despite it having cost 40 Euros. Which is wayy too much than what i'd usually pay for shorts. (have i already mentioned that i'm a chronic cheapo and money saver?)

Anyways, i wore them yesterday with a new white and light lace blouse i got at h&M.
But in the end i wasn't going anywhere because our plans got cancelled, which means: more picwhore time for Shelly!

Lately, i dont feel like taking more egopics though.
I don't know if its because i realize that i always look the same or because i find the fact sad that i take more pictures of myself than of anything else.
I'm just really lazy to bring my big fat camera to events, especially since my small cute digicam just broke :( (ogawd, why do so much of my stuf break?!?! Dx)

whatever people i'm out, keep on reading this post if you care for me just whining around.
(for whatever reason)

... so some more Sentitalk
As great as the days have been before, the days after sunday were really upsetting :(
I dont know why if it was the super weird weather ( sun, rain,thunder,sun,heat,cold ogaaawd Dx) or something, but i somehow felt really upset.
And then i was super excited to go partying with my friends this week, but they cancelled because they have to work on our Yearbook. And i am in charge of our Proms programm and our team is going on veery slowly and is kinda annoying and now im scared that the Prom will be a total disaster and really embarassing because i am going to present the whole thing.
And then i just listened to some RnB and i got all upset because i suddenly had to think about people i was reaally really close with two years ago, and miss them really badly now.
I am thiiss close to contact them again, but things have turned out to be quite awkward after a big fight last year...

Question: Have you ever made up with someone or talked to someone you haven't talked with in ages?
How should i start? D':

Stuff that breaks, and i take pics of it

2011-06-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

I've been quite busy with going out lately. Pshh'yea end of school!

I kind of feel demotivated be online. The Weather here is getting hotter and hotter and my Laptop heats up so quickly, its such a pain using it on a summers day!
Especially today was really bad, the weather basically just consisted of a mixture of hot sun, strong rain and heavy thunders. I think i felt all lazy and groggy because of that. (yea yea me ad my excuses ._.)

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I mentioned that i want to experiment more with eyeshadows right? Well, too bad, just when i decided to paint on my eyelids, my ever bilena pallete fell down and broke.

Nuuh!! D':

Its bad enough that it broke, but removing eyeshadow from the bathroom tiles is another paiiiin in the ass...ah well removing it from carpet might be a tad bit harder.
And i'm actually kinda lucky that my favorite brown-orangeish tone from this palette didn't break.

And if thats not enough, my favorite pair of sunglasses also broke on a hot day at the lake!! D:
I actually have the suspicion that it melted while i lay there to enjoy the sun. Pshh cheap H&M Quality D:

aww and i loved them alot :'(

Btw. i just joined dailybooth. In fact i snapped the Picture up there on there.
Excuse for my Sundayafternoon uniform, and please follow me on Dailybooth here

Lol, this post beeig practically only about me complaining about the weather and my broken stuff is kinda... sad xD

My hobo life full of DS games, Zumba

2011-06-01T05:09:00.000-07:00

I already mentioned that now that i'm done with school and am only waiting for our final results, i have no more responsibilities or something else to do right? I can sleep in till noon, read books and watch complete sitcom seasons, and just chill and do nothing and rot away at home.
I used to be so the rotting away type, but i wan't to avoid it now because really, days feel so much more complete with something to do!

So summed up, my days this week conatined Shopping, fun days at the Lake, My Nintendo DS, and Zumba! :D

On Monday i met up with Friends at the Lake. It was super fun and really awesome, and was just the kind of day which make me smile when i think back to it.

Its like -and i'm sorry for the cliché- time stood still, and I want to have so much more experiences like that.

Anyway other than that i lent myself Drawn to Life for the DS in the Library. (Cuz i felt like playing DS again xD) For those who don't know, Drawn to Life is a Jump and Run game where you can draw your own hero and draw elements of its surroundings.
Its pretty cute but not amazing. Drawing your own hero is fun though although quiiite difficult.

Look at what i drew in the game :D

its soo haard to draw something remotely decent.

So yeah, this was pretty much what my day was about today, Drawn to life annnd Zumba! :D

Okay, to all of you who reallly want to loose weight but hate sports, YOU SHOULD REALLY TRY ZUMBA!
I mean seriously, the class lasted for about an hour and i sweat like a beast!And the best part is that you don't even notice that youre working out because its just so much fun!

okay im sorry if this post was boring. I was just writing and when i noticed that i was getting off topic i didn't want to delete everything.
Next post is going to be about Clothes again :)

till then~

Blogger award 2011

2011-05-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

oh my oh my, what did i just read i got an award??

It was such a surprise seeing me mentioned in emilys blog, seriously when i read my name on her posts i had a :D face for like a minute or so! xD
I started blogging this year with the aims of writing and posting stuff that people enjoy reading, i don't know if i achieved this yet,but the award i got from emily is definitely a big motivation to keep on blogging!
Thank you soo much Emily!! ♥

Now its my turn to award some people and here are the rules!

Make a post contain with:

• Say thank you to someone who gives you this award
• Write about someone who gives you this award
• Write about yourself
• There's a banner award and code
• Give this award to your 9 blogger-friends (blogends)
• Don't forget to leave a messages in their chatbox

Emily from モモ♥アイス is a suuper beautiful Girl from Miami, Florida.
Although she's really beautiful from the start, she looks even cuter and gyaru-isher with every post she does! What i also love about her Blog is that it is really motivating too, she talks about her goals and successes and when i read that i'm going all "I really should start exercising/cleaning up/studying etc. too"

On to me, I am Graziella from a city nearby Cologne in Germany.
I am half german and half filipino, therefore i switch back and forth between Germany and the Philippines every year. I am interested in Japanese Gyaru and Harajuku Fashion, Cosmetics, Art and Travelling. So my posts are mostly about that and some stuff about my life.

And here are the nine blogs i award!

1. Yaptus
Yapo is the first Filipina gyaru i've ever seen and i was amazed at how well she did it, even though she was still new to gyaru fashion when i saw her on facebook!
I love her style and how often she changes her hair color! When i come to the Philippines this year, i deefinitely want to meet up with her!! Shopping tayo te! xD

2. Eki
This woman here, is my makeup-bible.
Seriously, shes so good at doing makeup and i love her makeup style! Her Tutorials greatly influenced the way i do my make up! Apart from her Makeup i also really enjoy the Popteen and Popstister- my two fave magazines- scans she always posts!!

3. emy
emy is a very sweet and stylish girl straight from california!
I really enjoy her outfit shots becuase her style is so chiq and cool and pretty!!

4. Keikk
If i had a big sister, i wish she'd be like Keikk!
She's the perfect Onee-gal, i love her Style!
And i love her Blog because instead of just beeing a stream of random thoughts, her posts always seem so thought out and are very informative!

5. Jelly/Anna
Theres not a Blog which has a more accurate name than Annas "I'm so Jelly"!
Seeeriously this is the first phrase i say in my mind whenever i read her posts!
I mean, shes super georgeous, has a great style, owns lots of asian cosmetics and it hasn't even been long since she started blogging!
I'm so Jelly!!!! ;_;

6.Steph
Okay i just started following her blog but omfg i love her style to death!!!;_;
Her style is very rockish and edgy, but it suits her so much, everytime i see her outfit posts i'm stretching out saying "cooool" for like also a minute or so.

7.Tricia
Tricia is a filipina diamond gal from california and shes super sweet!
I just hope she'd post more :(

8.Meoki
Meoki is also from the philippines and she seems to be really cool!
I really enjoy her Blog because its not just about girly stuff, but also about lots of different things. To be honest i even enjoy reading her rants xD
I really feel closer to the Philippines whenever i read her Blog!

9.Mitsu
Mitsu is my top source when it comes to the latest Gyaru trends straight from Japan! I feel soo much closer to Japan, especially when she posts her Shop and staff snaps!
Loove her Blog!

Again, i want to thank emily for awarding me, i would have also awarded you if i could!xD
And of course i also thank everybody who reads and enjoys my Blog! ;_;
And then i thank my family for always supporting me, and my producer Carl, and my Manager, and of course the whole team of Graziella Productions, and then of course....
...okay, okay i'll shut up.

The Balm Stainiac Review + Cosmetic Rambles

2011-05-29T04:58:00.001-07:00

Ever since receiving Herbench's pretty when pinched Paintbox on christmas two years ago i absolutely looove universal stains! Too bad i lost it though, which meant that i just used regular blush and lipgloss instead.
This however is not always too handy, especially when i'm rushing in the morning or feel extremely lazy.

.. ok, tbh even if im late, i actually always take my time to get ready, even if it means beeing late to class ._.
Buuut this is a whole different issue and has nothing to do with me having a new lip/cheek stain now:

The Balms Stainiac in Prom Queen Shade!

I got it in our local Douglas Branch where they had lots of The Balm stuff on final sale!
Therefore i got this Stain for only 3 euros(!!!), when it actually used to cost 15 Euros!

What i love about Stains is that they are so convenient and handy to use on the go.
Also because no matter how intense the shade is, the application is still really easy to manage and therefore looks really natural! I mean wearing this i look as if i just had a long and fresh walk outside!

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What else, um. Yeah, lately i've been experimenting with my daily makeup for a bit and noticed that i don't use my eyeshadow palettes anymore. So since my Maybelline Jade Brown pallette broke ( not going to rebuy) i decided to use my old Ever Bilena and Claires Palettes and even experiment with some colors.
I've never been particularly good with blending eyeshadows, i've always been more of a crisp eyeliner and mascara type, but well i didn't want my palettes to go to waste.
So look, this is what i came up with:

Okay i know nothing particularly amazing, but it inspired me to use red shades more in the future. Please excuse the lousy Lash application, the lashes i'm wearing there are modified Lashes i made out of the P2 Volume lashes! (A local german drugstore brand)
I'm reading lots of makeup blogs and some Make ups some girls do look so amazing! Maybe i'll also experiment more and be abit extravagant and post them here.

Till then,

grace

What i did instead of studying

2011-05-25T04:57:00.000-07:00

Its Wednesday and i just got home from school where i had my final oral biology Exam.
Without praising myself too much, i'd still have to say i was pretty good!
YEAH BABY GOT AN A! :D

I'm super relieved now because i've got no more schoolwork to do and can pretty much relax and have fun the following weeks! Although i shouldn't try rotting away too much, since i still have to look for Universities and have to prepare for our Prom were i'll be the one moderating the whole thing. Still can't believe that I'll be our Proms HOST! Ohgod im so nervous, i'm scared of tripping over on the stage or something..

Anyways, what i did this whole week?
I was supposed to be studying alot, but i only studied moderately three days before, and even felt bad about it...but as you can see i still had a great result! :D
Imo, sometimes sticking youre head in books is overated as long as you payed attention to the class over the years. Anybody feels the same way?

On Sunday i went to a cultural concert my friend invited me to because she helped out in it.
We met our teacher there which was pretty awkward. I mean we like this teacher alot, but the concert was organized by the homosexual community and now our teacher might think that we are lesbians xD But my friend explained that she got the tickets for free because her Brother works there, so i hope our teacher understood ^^

This was an occasion for me to wear my lenses and lashes, so here some pics

And what i wore

Other than that my Ma recelebrated her birthday and invited all her Friends. She cooked aloot, therefore i ate aloot and probably gained alooot.

Seriously look at my study snack! It consisted of cake, chocolate and chips!
(Tried to make it all healthy by adding strawberries xD)
I feel all fat and round lately, kinda helped that i watched the biggest looser yesterday xD

Thanks for reading my rambles <3
I've got so much free time now,
What could i do?

Popteen Trendwatch and Ootd

2011-05-20T13:42:00.000-07:00

No i'm not supposed to sit here and write about the popteen issue. Or what i wore today.
In fact, i shouldn't even be online. The only thing i should write about now is the Lotka-Volterra Equation or maybe even DNA-Mutations, and that on a piece of paper, far faaar away from the laptop, internet, magazines or anything else i enjoy in life.

...

But whatever. I feel pretty chill about my upcoming oral biology exam next week, going to cram for it later.(not good, not good i know ._.)

Soo, i skimmed through the latest popteen issue and am happy to announce that i absolutely looove the way the magazine is going this Season!!
I especially like the whole Monotone + Denim Stuff

Monotone Top + Denim Bottom

Keypoints

+Basic, loose Top
+Denim Bottom like ripped shorts ( fave)
+ Long necklace, for ex. crosses
+Heels ( although i also like Dr.Martens or Engineer Boots)

I know its rather simple, but still really chiq and very stylish especially paired with cool cross necklaces!

A great coincidence that i just got myself a new simple rosary some weeks ago xD
Although i'd still do almost everything to get a big phat tutuha necklace ;_;

Of course, the obligatory kawaii-floral-lizliza-ish stuff is still present, but not as overloaded as usual which is a big relief! I'm more into the cutesy cool, edgier tomboyish styles anyway.

Okay these are not exactly edgy and not all of them are tomboyish, but they look fun and laid back which is very important to me.

Keypoints
+ Button down shirts, denim or plaid
+Flag patterns esp. US or UK
+ shorts and chinos?
+ i would wear dr.martens or engineer boots (again, i just love them!)

Kind of like the Style the new Brand Monkey Bite is going for
absolutely adore this brand!

Okay this is not really a certain style or anything, just some fun coords i liked.
I really liked this issue, maybe i'll even get it in paperform myself once i'm in Düsseldorf again.
Although it goes abit the popsister route, which is cool too but not necessary since...well we already have the popsister xD

So kind of inspired by it were the outfits i wore yesterday and today, its the same shirt but differently worn.

So, which do you prefer?

Jellys Giveaway

2011-05-19T12:01:00.000-07:00

Check out this awesome giveaway over at Jelly's Blog!

Seriously, the items are woow *q*

Music straight from Europe

2011-05-17T10:56:00.000-07:00

Just finished my Art final, meaning: i have time to blog again!
Today i'm going to write about the Eurovision Songcontest! :D

I know this is two-three days too late, but those not living in europe wouldn't realize this anyway.
Let me explain: the ESC is an annual contest held in european countries, in which the countries send in their representative artist to compete against the other european representatives.
Its like, European Idol...or something.. (yea yea lame, im sorry xD)
Anyways, the winning country gets to be the host for the next ESC, and this year guess what, it was germany!
Last year we won in the ESC in Oslo, because we were represented by this lovely lady here:

Our Lena Meyer-Landrut, check out our last years winning entry here

This Year, she represented us once again and had a total image makeover, as seen in germanies entry this year

Personally i love her! Although theres lots of disagreement about her going on here in germany. But ah well, isn't it always like this with emerging media personalities?

Anyway-not beeing biased- but her Performance was part of my personal favorites!
I'd say shes in third place in my personal top 3, although in real life she only made it in 10th palce this year. (which makes sense considering that we already won last year...and hey, 10th place out of 26 really is not bad at all)

In second place of my personal faves would be these lovely serbian ladies here:

Seriously, the performance was so cute! I love how they sang in their mothertongue, i love listening to other languages!
I kind of had to think about the Wondergirls Nobody vid, just western, haha xD
And i think the lead singer is so cute! I remembered how i took special attention of her make, i think i'll even have to google some up close pics!xD

Okay and since this never was an objective report or something in the first place, heeeres my personal Number one: Moldova! :D

ogawd this is so ska. Love this <3
I seriously want a keychain of such a hat-person now :D

Okay now beasically these were just my favorite acts, but if youre wondering who won, well ehh..
.. say hello to Azerbaidjan (sp?!)

NOT HAPPY! D:
Ah well, whatever discovered very interesting acts xD

Todays outfit and new cooking skillzzz!!11!!

2011-05-11T12:11:00.000-07:00

Have you ever worn something that seems to be unusual to you at first?
Thats kind of how i felt when i looked like this today. I mean, its not because of the outfit, i love white and flowy tops! I think its because of my hairstyle today, i still feel kinda meeh seeing myself without bangs.
Kinda funny how one subtle details like bangs can change my whole perception.
Hey, i actually wanted to let my bangs open like always, but my hair was super greasy this morning and if that hadn't been enough, our water supply had a revamp so we had no water at home from 11- 3 o'clock.
And i woke up at about eleven, meaning i couldn't wash my hair. ew Dx

I found the shirt on Sale in our Malls Castro branch before it went broke.
Too sad because i liked castro ;_; Now its space is filled with an old lady boutique. Annoyying ._.
Also, I just got the heart shaped shades last week in H&M, i love them!

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Outfit rambles aside, lets move on to cooking rambles!:D

I think i found a new hobby...well i'm trying xD
I'm trying to eat all healthy and stuff so lately i'm copying lots of Recipes from the Womanshealth magazine.

On Monday i made curry couscous

On Tuesday Salad and Goatcheese Quesadillas ( no pic unfortunately ._.)

And Today i just did some Lettuce-Rice Cups!

Eyemake Practice and Mothersday Ramblings

2011-05-08T13:36:00.001-07:00

oh white eyeliner, i learned to appreciate you again

Anyways, i want to get used to the lenses so i wore them yesterday when i went to the city to get my Ma a Mothersday Present. (I got her a cream colored H&M Blazer and some rich peoples roasted almonds by the way) It turned out that it didn't look as scary as i thought.
Well i think...considering that i didn't get any weird looks from the people i met there, a friend i met in the bus even told me that she enjoys looking at my eyes. (and it was a compliment! <3)

So here take a look at yesterdays picture whorage:

Was too lazy to edit the bottom pics. I mean, its not like i retouched my nose or slimmed my face or something before.
And forgive me for the failed cawaee attempz.

However, later that evening when i met up with my schoolmates at the river, i removed them.
I was kinda blaming myself at first because i cared too much about whether they think they'd look freaky or not..
Later on i figured that it has been a good idea afterall, because i got hit by a plastic bottle.

Really hard.

Not that it has been nice, but it might have been even not nicer if i wore my beautifull dolly winks and my new lenses.

Neways, lets flash forward and turn to today. Mothers Day!

I picked up my Ma at the Airport and then we went to Maredo to eat. I brought my super heavy new Digicam with me but ughhh i forgot to take pictures while we were there...
Well we were talking alot and when the food came we were so hungry we couldn't think abotu anything else so that might have been the reason why i didn't take pics.
Just snapped a quick pic on the

My Ma got me my Prom dress and i tried it on and i love it!!

Although it still needs some tweaking here and there.
And i'll have to look for shoes the following days, i'm thinking of 10 cm simple black pumps!
I mean hey, they're a basic i dont even have >_<

And then she got me the Cliniques Moisture Surge Tinted Moisturizer, a Teen Vogue,an Anne Klein watch and some Lipgloss from Victorias secret.

Maybe i'll do a review for the Moisturizer. I really think its a nice BB cream Alternative :)
anybody interested?

Oh, and i saw the Wondergirls in the Teen Vogue! Veeery NIce i thought! :D

Here, take a look at my Midnight snack (oh why does my ma always need to bring this stuff with her??D:) And then i'm off.

Bye Bye and thanks!

I look super creepy with circle lenses

2011-05-06T12:00:00.001-07:00

"Hi, i'm gonna kill you in your sleep! :D"

Like i already said in the last post, my package from pinkyparadise arrived a few days ago!
I pretty much ordered the basics: Dolly wink No. 1 and Barbie King Size Brown.
And then of course they also gave me the obligatory cute lense case! :D
All in all it took about a month for them to get here.

umm yeah, what can i say, i had quite some troubles with them at the beginning, because i was acting kinda dumb when opening the bottle for the first time! (hey, total lense noobie here!)
When i threw out the solution of the left bottle, the lense didn't come out with it and instead sucked itself on to the bottom of the bottle. Ohgreat i thought.
So i was putting new solution in it and started shaking the bottle, didn't work so i used a q-tip but no, didn't move at all.

ugh.

What i did then was just breaking the glass. However when i got the lense i was super scared that some glass shatters might have gotten inside the lense.
But luckily it didn't turn that way.

egopics featuring dolly winked and circle lensed me

When i first tried them on it was quite of a shock tbh. I mean okay, maybe i'm not used to it or i don't know. But seriously, looking at me with big unmade alien eyes was...er..not nice. :(
When i put on some make up on my eyes it got abit better, but uhh i dunno i think something still seemed off. I'm thinking its maybe because of my natural shaped brows and the homeday hairstyle i had when i wore them for the first time.Maybe?

Natural light, Natural brows, Bangs tied up ala lazy afternoon at home. Eyemake but no lashes.

errr idunno but the first pics on this camwhoring trip were plain cuh-reeepee D:
i mean okay, i dunno why but i somehow intentionally made the o_o face.

So i guess this was some sorta review? Well here some more additional facts:
-veeery comfortable! I'm a first time wearer and thought it felt really nice! :)
-abit extravagant? I dunno haven't gone out yet with them on..
and uh... guys, seriously there are much more people who already tried and reviewed these lenses xD
since theire basically...basic lenses :p

lol yeah im useless sry.

I want to practice the "faked natural" popteen look, definitely going to check out some tutorials.
My finals are going to end in two weeks, so i think i'll have more time to post.

thanks for reading <3

And i just dont feel like complaining

2011-05-02T11:02:00.000-07:00

Really. I've been partying, studying, relaxing. These days have been pretty good.
Although i'm having my finals this week.
ouch.

Yesterday my supertalentedandsuperniceandfunnyphotographer-Friend Chani took some pictures of me. It was funnn and she did such a good job!

#

SÄNKYUSOOMATSCH CHANI :D

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Today, i went to the library to study english with my classmates (including chani :D) for our final this Wednesday. Although studying with friends is fun, its really hard to stay concentrated, especially if you don't know how you could study. ( I mean srsly, for ENGLISH! There really isn't much to study)
In the end we switched to Geography and revised some technical terms, in a quiz-show like demeanor :D
I'll miss this. Sitting together and "studying".
Really, i'm gonna miss my schoolmates ;_;

Before i went to the library though -and this is going to be the most gyaruish thing happening to me lately- i got my package from Pinkyparadise.com :D
Going to Post about it later on though :)

Holiday rambles + Prom dress

2011-04-28T13:48:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys, belated Happy Easter and long time no post!

The last week i've been at my Dads place. He lives in a 300 people village across the country with the next big city beeing 2 hours away, so to sum it up i spent the week sitting at home, chilling, eating, doing nothing and sooometimes doing the occasional excuses for studying.

For easter, my dad gave me his brand new Digicam! (Because i had so much fun using it!)
A Canon Powershot SX10 IS
I'm trying to figure out how to work with it in order to take lots of pretty pics! <3

While i was there, i noticed that getting dolled up is turning out to be quite important to me. The only times we went outside was when we had to do the groceries and i when i went walking with my dad. Really i wouldn't have bothered to get ready and style my hair and face for that, but well i did xD
Maybe i was bored or something, or maybe i wanted to stand out in the dull village crowd?
Well, i don't knoow....

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'neways i'm back in good old rhineland!
My Moms on vacation so my bestie is staying with me at our appartement, it kinda feels like living with a roommate! :D
So the appartement is really messy right now and the fridge is suuuper empty...which is a good thing though since we both want to loose weight, and therefore we are not seduced to snack on useless stuff!

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And i just ordered my Promdress!

isn't it beauuuutiful!?!

I found it on the flight back home in a free magazine given there, what a luck!
Seriously i love it soo much, but i'm scared that it might not look good on me or suit my body type...but i found it on sale here, and since my mom is in the us right now, i ordered it to be sent to her. All in all it would cost me 150$, about 92 euros, and compared to the prices in european ebay shops, this really isn't alot.
Let me repeat: What a Luck!
I'll definitely leave my Hair dark now, because i think it would contrast nicely with the dress.
And then some simple black high heels and mwaaah i'm ready! :D

hay thar sexay laaadeh~

2011-04-18T11:49:00.000-07:00

pshh yea u lookin goood babeh~
wanna come home with me tonite?

ok i think i need to explain. Last week was our last week of school and its a tradition in german schools to dress up according to a motto. On Thursday our Motto was "Pimps and Whores in reversed roles". I actually wasn't too excited bout this but thursday turned out to be lots of fun!
Although i look more like a mexican mafia boss than a pimp xD
Or my dad. Seriously i look so much like him, its scary xD

'chyeaaa 8D

And since the finals are coming up in two weeks, we all spend easter with studying haaard.
So maybe i won't post for awhile. lets see.

And in order for you not to fall in love with my masculinity (lol, macho much?) heres a new pic of me.

I look so mature without bangs.

oh and because this post has like, nothing to do with stuff you care about, heres a suuuper cute gyaru!

love <3

giveaway post

2011-04-13T11:42:00.000-07:00

Lots of nice people doing giveaways lately, just haad to join *q*
This lower lash eyeliner looks so intruiging, i want!!

Mallparty and Norwegian Wood

2011-04-10T11:36:00.000-07:00

Have you even been to the mall not to shop or eat but to dance!?
Well, our city's mall had this one big party this saturday, where the whole mall was divided into different dancefloors.
I went to my friends palce at around 7 to predrink with her, and later on we went to the city to meet up with some schoolmates. We drank alot of Champagne at her place so i was already quite tipsy at the beginning, so when we met up with our friends i was realllly talkative and we were all shouting and behaving stupid...ehem. But it was fun! :D
This is was my make and outfit

It doesnt look like it but i actually wanted to line my eyes bolder than usual and i wore my essence lashes. They dont really stand out though, seems like i used and trimmed them too much now...
ah well, can't wait for my lenses and dollywinks to arrive now! :D

anyway, there were some party pics, but seriously i was all red and looked completely out of it xD
soo no, not showing! :D

I got home at about 6 and then woke up at 3 pm today in the afternoon! I really did nothing productive at all today, although i am supposed to write applications and study and revise for my finals in a month.

I just lay in Bed all day and finished reading Haruki Murakamis Norwegian Wood.
Haven't read in a while, and luckily i really enjoyed the book. Although in the end there was a scene that to me was just too much and very unnecessary ._.
But ah well, all in all i thought the book was very good. This was my first Murakami book and i think i like his style of writing. Although it seems to be quite formal and stoic at first, he did a good job on conveying feelings.

I really feel like watching the movie now, the Trailer definitely looks promising!

Miyavi Live in Cologne

2011-04-05T09:11:00.001-07:00

I've been sitting here for about 5 hours now, trying to finish this paper i have to hand in tommorow. I probably shouln't blog now, but i havent yet properly talked about the awesome sunday i had. :D

Okay, i already said that i went to see Miyavi. Although on Sunday morning i kind of doubted that i'd be able to see him, because i didn't have a ticket then .__.
So in order to look for a ticket we wanted to go earlier. My friend who was so nice to offer picking me up, wanted to do so on 12 pm, but i was still unshowered and in my divisoria duster then. xD
So i got ready and came 3 hours later. (Which was still pretty early, considering that entrance was on 7 pm)
This is how i looked like. Tried to do something new with my hair.

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please forgive me for the fact that the last pic was taken in front of the toilet.
I wanted to achieve some kinda visual-kei look. Dunno if i did well, considering that i kind of never succesfully achieved the look xD ( even before when i was interested in vk stuff)

I didn't go too overboard since i also had to think practically.
Luckily my friend hat her car with her (and she even got a parking in front of the venue!! :D)
so i was able to store all my stuff in her car.
Because really, hot and full concerts suck when you have lots of stuff to carry around.

Buuut, back to me beeing totally hopeless because of no tickets!!
I went in front of the venue where everyone was waiting and hanging around. I couldn't find any street sellers or even information about a ticket counter, and because i am kind of weirded out by the shreiking, colorful animuh teenage population there i didn't bother asking someone. ( weird, considering that my friend with the car is like that too...but shes super nice!!)

Soo it was also raining, and we got inside the car to just chill and wait there. I took out a piece of paper and wrote"LOOKING FOR TICKET! please knock." We then sticked it to the backwindow of the car and a while later, a group of girls knocked on it! :D
I was sooo happy, because not only did i doubt that it would work, but the girls were also so nice to sell the ticket to me for the original price!
And pshhh really, considering how desperate i was i would have bought them for more :x

I was super happy and the concert was great! Miyavi changed his musical style again and his new albums songs where alittle bit to get used to, but he was soo into it and clearly enjoyed it!
seriously, theres nothing more sexy than seeing your idols sweatpearls sprinkle around~ |D
ok yea, there is i know, but that sight made a big impression on me nonetheless :o
And later on he started playing the older and familiar songs and i loved it soo much!!
Especially when he sang "we love you " with us x3

When Miv was talking to us, he also talked about the Japan disaster and asked us to pray for them. During his talk everyone went silent, except one annoying girl who shouted " ganbatte!" all of a sudden, followed by an annoyed " PSSHT" by someone else.
After he talked he asked us to stay silent for a minute and i really have to say that that was such a peaceful moment, felt really relaxing too. Especially after all the jumping around.

And because my weekend was so awesome and fully booked, i am really stressed right now with work i was supposed to do this weekend xD
Going to work on it now, thanks for reading. :)

Buh Byee~

Lovely Weekend Grillparty

2011-04-04T10:52:00.000-07:00

I had a great weekend! We had beautiful weather on Saturday so my best friend invited us to Grill at her place. Although in the end we were only four people-because some people canceled for reasons we can't relate to, which kind of annoyed me too-but ah well, it was still alot of fun :D

We ate and played ping pong, drank abit and then at night went to the city to chill in front of the mall. Actually we all randomly felt like dancing, so we wanted to go clubbing. But since we didn't take enough money with us, chilling in front of the mall was the second best idea.

Another Friend came after and after abit of chatting and exchanging black stories (you know, those killign guessing games) it was getting abit cold so we got inside Mc'Donalds.
This is what i wore that day

I did nothing too extravagant with my hair and make, just wanted to achieve a soft day look.

On Sunday i went to the Miyavi Concert in cologne, but i'm going to post about this later :D
(one thing though, it was uh-maaazing :D)

After school Haul

2011-03-30T11:47:00.001-07:00

I just noticed how dilettantish my last post was written, so i decided to drop the emoticonflooded childish way of writing. This means, i also need to take norms, like spelling and formating, a bit more seriously, because after all, i am an adult and in order to do well and act literate in my future carreer, as well as in my overall life, i should start practicing to behave my best on every occasion i encounter.

...lol yea right
Sorry for that. But i just had to that and act all high and mighty after i saw how stupid the way i wrote the last post looked like xD
Anyways, lets get to the content:

On Tuesday after giving an english lesson i noticed that H&M has once again another sale, ance i still i had my giftcard worth 15 euros i decided to go in and look for some stuff.
Din't really get much, just some basics. A denim-mini and a sand colored blouse. Basic, but cute nonetheless!

Other than that i got myself this flowy dresslike longtop- also sand colored- and a Feather necklace from pieces. I actually entered Pieces to see if a deer necklace i wanted was finally on sale, but sadly it seemed to be all sold out. But instead i saw that this feather necklace i also eyed for a long time now was on sale, so i got it immediately! :D
Really dig the feather/indian-ish look for summer, although it kinda reminds me of Ke$ha xD
Definitely going to make a post about it soon!

This Week i also went to theoptician to check my eye sight since i was planning to get circle lenses. Also i asked them about wearing contact lenses (regular ones) and they showed me how to wear them. Now i got 2 pairs of disposable lenses for free to practice with. Although my left eye is very nearsighted with -2 , my sight is not necessarilly impaired because my right eye can see almost perfect. Thats why i wasn't planning to get Lenses from the Optician. But now they kind of expect me to buy a pack.
I mean okay, it was me who wanted to be consulted after all.

Whatever, i just ordered a pair of the typical kumicky lenses and basic dolly winks no.1 (yea basic combination) over at pinky paradise and am veeeery excited now for them to arrive :D

i wonder if lenses suit meee~

oh im such a tsu-chan fangirl <3

Melissandro and Graziello weekend :D

2011-03-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

Melissa has just been picked up :(
But it was a greaaat weekend! I was soo happy to see her again it was funnn :D
She arrived on Friday evening so i had some time to prepare the rest of my application to this university in Berlin i might go to.
Tbh, i was realllly stressed because i had to finish this application ( deadline is 29th March D:oh why can i only be productive with pressure?!?!? Dx) and still have two presentations due tomorrow and wednesday Dx
but ah well i have the rest of sunday available now.

But anyways lets get to Saturday :D
Melli and me went to Düsseldorf to take Purikura. Later on we met Jan and his Friend Stephan and we did another Purikura session with them.
Here are all the Machine Pics we took yesterday

I needed new pass pictures for my application so i just went into a stinky photo cabine in the train station. It was expensive, gross ( a used joint was on the floor Dx) and totally no good quality.
But ah well, i think i look kind cute there, it really makes my lashes pop.( yea im praising myself publicly, sorry but it happens too xD...although my face still looks round and chubby, the bangs are bad and my brooowss...okay okay i'll stop complaining!!.. ogawd kinda sad how long i'm able to ramble about superficial flaws D: )
And i absolutely love the purikura we took! :D
Soo cute and funny :D i especially liked this one

and this one is so awesome! Makes us look as if we're straight out of a cliched shojo manga or a host club :D

This is us in front of the bank. The Bank is perfect for taking outfit pics, srsly there should be more buildings that are compeltely covered with mirrors :D

Melli is sooo cute, i feel like a giant standing beside her D:
But ah well, i got used to looking like a giant standing next to shorter people.

Usually a Düsseldorf Trip is the perfect occasion for me to do a supahcawaiistuffz and magazine haul. But i'm on a money saving spree so this didn't happen. Only got a popteen for a friend whom i still owe a present. ( and that was for two months ago...yea i suck.)

okay heres another makeup shot and i'm out:
[first time using dolly wink lower lashes]

Buh Bye~

Stress+ Yapos giveaway

2011-03-24T17:00:00.000-07:00

Im really tired and stressed right now and just want to update this, so ill just post what i wore today

Tomorrow is going to be tough because i'll have lots of work to do.
But my friend Melissa is coming and she'll stay over the weeken, so excited because i havent seen her in aaages :D

And Yapo-chan is having a Giveaway :D
I like her Blog and her style alot so i was really excited when i heard shes having a giveaway!

saturdays camwhorage

2011-03-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i felt like dressung up alittle, then ended up about 2 hours in front of the closet just to realize that i don't look any different than usual.
But i bothered to take pictures and will post my camwhorage anyway.

x
oh shelly y so srs?
o i know, cuz if i smile

this
(lol, am i just bashing myself??xD)

and heres what i wore.

I tried to do my curls alittle bit different, curling my hair outwards but it turned to be such a mess that i curled the rest inwards and then it was such a mess that it barely looked any different than usual.
I mean i like wild kind of curls but once in a while i'd like sweet and elegant curls too.
Maybe i need a real curler than just a straightener. A good curler to reccomend?
And i soooooo rllyrlly wnat circle lenses now!!! I think im going to save up some points an then order some for real!!

what elssse, oh yea i went to the city to get a b-day present for my bestie and saw these shoes:

aww im sooo in love!!! I think theire super cute and and they were sooo comfy!!( Considering their height i mean xD)
But of course i didnt get them ._.

ok thats it, here enjoy some spaghetti i made

i hope you can see how much looove i put into it :D

2011-03-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

Just had my prefinals in Geography and Art, only English to go on Monday, whooo!
So my week was quite productive, studied alot, helped in the house and i feel and hope that my weightloss is going a good way again ! (lost 400g this week!)
As you can see, my productivity plan works! :D
I earned about 30 points this week, and got myself almondoil, got2be heat protector and a P2 mascara. All products i tried for the first time.
The Mascara is...meh okay, but still no alternative for my beloved Maybelline Stretch and Define! D: I want to try Dolly wink Mascara or Fiberwig, but don't know if theire really worth it ._.
And i just discovered Majolica Majorcas Lash Expander and kind of craaaave for it now! (yes i crave for mascara :D)

And what is really annoying me is that they actually sell Majolica Majorca in the Philippines and i never knew about it!
I should have bought lots of their products when i was there . ugh .
Well whatevuurrr, i try to get along with local products for now, get myself mac no. 7 maybe tommorow and just keep on beeing productive and totally usefull.
Scream out productivity: Productivity woooh!!! :D
(yea yea forgive me)

and before i end this i want to please you by showing you the " ilovestudying face"i had at the library.

I wore 10 cm boots that day. My feet hurt the whole day and i was really tallll, thought i'd feel like a monster but actually i felt all high (well...literally) and mighty and my legs looked endlesssss~
o yea i like high heels.

G'Night :D

Samispoons Giveaway!

2011-03-18T07:54:00.001-07:00

Theres a Giveaway over at Samispoons blog with lots of cute wc stuff! :)

The Japan Disaster

2011-03-12T10:22:00.000-08:00

I practically spent my whole morning with CNN these past two days and remember how i catched myself cursing loudly when i saw the tsunami spreading through japan like lava or a thick black massive gooey kinda something. Seriously you probably all saw it too, its as if this something was like-eaating japan!

Now its up to Japan and the people and the rest of the world to fix this mess.
Its a good thing that Japan is such a developed contry that alot of it goes on smoothly.
From what i could gather from the news i mean. I excuse if this is not the case but to me it seems that the people who got evacuated and gathered together in the gyms and stuff seemed kind of...calm about the situation. I mean, i saw people read and be on the laptop and kids playing around. It seemed like... a train situation.
An then i thought that if it were some other country, a developing country or something, things would be wayyy more chaotic, panic would be all over the people causing ever more chaos.
And luckily, this does not happen in Japan.
Then again it may be that the japanese have always been prepared for earthquakes. (although this has been the strongest one that has hit japan)
But im still verrry worried about the Fukushima explosion and its possible after effects. I don't know much about nuclear science and that stuff so what i'm wondering about is how radioactive leakage might affect the people who get close to it.
Im suuuper scared about the damage beeing like the hiroshima nuclear victims. I don't know if thats possible, but they both got something to do with nuclear stuff so i thought it might. I just hope thats not the case.

And then of course this reminds me of the other tsunami incidents these past years, or even other natural disaster like Hurricane Katrina or something.
And thinking about it, thinking that its Mother Natures doing and not human mistakes makes me feel...weird like, im sad because theres nothing you can do against it, but on the other hand isn't the fact that there is noone particular to blame good?
Although me personally? I hate that, knowing that someone was at fault or if it were due to human mistakes, i dunno it kind of would make me feel safer because that would kind of proove that Mankind is in full control of the world.
But Mankind is not.

I could now get all philosophical here talking about Life, God, Destiny,Mother Nature or other higher beeings blablaa, but it would all come to the same conclusion anyways:
Sadly things do happen and its the way of life.

Lets all just pray or wish the best for Japan.
And for the other countries who are still in danger of beeing hit by the tsunami.
And thank god, thankyou thankyou thankyou for sparing the Philippines!!

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i know youre probably not in the mood for this but still, short life update:
Collected 10 points already! :D
Got myself cosmetic almond oil for that.
but now i'm back to 0 again ._.

Weightwatchers for life

2011-03-10T13:49:00.000-08:00

Im not talking about how devoted i am towards weight watchers or something.
But im talking about how i planned out a system kind of like weight watchers, but quite literally, for life.

It alll started with the last post about rewarding myself and tasks to be done.
And then, yesterday during Math lesson, i kind of invented alittle system kind of like weightwatchers xD
I gave tasks i have to do points, and then i wrote down the rewards i'll get myself once i achieve a certain number of points.
So this is the written "plan" i did during math lesson. (because im over with math now, just sitting there to not be absent)

Btw., don't ask me why i mixed up english and german in it xD
And i know that my Handwriting sucks.

Anywayyyss~

The Tasks and the points i gain from them are on the left side, for example: small homework: 1p, 1 hour of studying: 2p, loosing 1 kg: 3p and the Rewards i get from the points i collected are on the right side, like: MAC Lashes: 1op, circle Lenses: 20p, Pokemon black : 30p (i reallly want to play it ;_; )
So yea yesterday i started collecting points for studying for two hours and today i studied for one hour, meaning i have 6 points now! And because i am saving up to go shopping in the next days( 15p! ) i have to be especially productive tommorow! (and i also have no school tommorow, yay! :D)

And because i knooow that you all like kawaii stuff (obviously EVERYBODY does! [...or should]) i just HAD to show you the cover of the Notebook i wrote that in

Super cute right!? :D Got it from the Philippines two years ago and never dared to write in it, afraid of wasting the space or writing ugly pages ^^;;;

I compared it to weight watchers since a friend said that i develop my own weightwatchers system when i told him about that xD
Lets see how this whole Productivitypointrewardingsystem will turn out.
Tbh. knowing me it sounds quite realistic that this might just a phase and i'll start ditching this whole thing next week-but NO! i gotta stop this negative thoughts!!!ÒmO

ah well, just going to wish me luck.

And to add some more egopics to this post: this is how i looked like on monday

I don't like my eyebrows, i'm starting to get quite conscious about them ._.

This is getting too long, so for now i'm saying Buh Bye and good night! :)

Rewarding myself

2011-03-08T04:53:00.001-08:00

So i just figured...that i spend quite some time surfing through beauty and gyaru blogs lately, lurking in e_g and other comms and looking for things im considering of buying.
Ok yea, probably not any different than the things lots of you do too.

Buuuut, im not supposed to spend so much time online ( well never have been supposed to but still) without beeing productive or doing things that really have to be done.

So what i should concentrate on the next months is

Studying.my final exams are in april and i reaaally have to work hard in order to get a score which allows me to apply for the university course i want.

Doing the assignment for another course im interested in applying to (note to self : Deadline is March 29!!!)

Continuing with my weightloss, because since i've lost 10 kg a year ago i kind of went on a biiig break and neglected the new lifestyle even though i still have more 10 kgs to go.

Organise our schoolballs programm, because my friend tempted me to join the Programm commitee and now nobody is getting things done.
Ugh, i just shouldn't have joined. I've never been the active typy to begin with.

But then again, beeing more active, and less passive is something i should work on too.

And yea since i've figured that i haaardly get anything done and then do somethign half-assed last minute instead (ogod procrastinator much?!D:) i figured that i could trigger my motivation and fully make use of my potential by...tadadadumm...

...rewarding myself with cute japanese items! :D
When i get some points on my to-do list done i mean xD

What im thinking of getting myself after having done that arreee

Good and dolly kumicky-like lashes :D
Dollywink would be too too expensive to order so maybe i was thinking of

Diamond Fairy Eye or Dolly Eye lash

or maybe even mac no. 7 since its easier for me to get them ( though heavily overpriced >_>)

Dr. Schrammek BB cream

since its kinda easy for me to get too,

and finally circle lenses :D

I'm trying to decide between Eos Candy Brown or Geo Sakura Brown
they look so similar, really whats the difference??!

So, the first thing im going to reward myself for is having the assignment done. (since its the most important thing to do right now because- repeated note to myself - the deadline is March 29!!!)
And then i can be alll excited to get myself one of these rewards :D
Yea no suuuper spectacular method but still, hope this works xD

Wishe me Luckkkkk~

half a pikachu+heavy make vs light make

2011-03-06T11:23:00.000-08:00

i have to be honest here and admit that i'm not much of a drinker.
but oh gaaawd after 2 cocktails yesterday (two...only two!!!) i was sooo tipsy. If i didn't knew that i only had 2 drinks i would say im drunk because i definitely acted like it.
and im making a big deal out of it cus like i said i'm actually not much of a drinker and therefore have never been tipsy or drunk before.
but ah well it was fuuunnn. Felt all confident and mighty xD
I talked to drunkards on the streets and saw a guy in a banana costume, me beeing totally shocked and dissapointed that he wasn't a pikachu instead. So i annoyed him telling him that he wasn't a banana but half of a pikachu xD

neways, actually we wanted to watch something like a horrorparade yesterday (its still karneval) but chaotic me forgot where the parade was and we aimlessly wandered round cologne.
When we got fed up we just decided to sit down in a bar and have some drinks.

i tried to do some kind of heavier make for that occasion

[dont mind my chapped lips please, they were in a condition where i was not able to treat them. sry.]
my mom hated it, saying i look too old and this kind of make doesn't suit me xD
Though i was proud that i applied the lashes so neatly ._. ( for my standarts ofc xD)
But hey it was just for the occasion. Tbh I prefer sweet and dolly makeup myself, but ist still fun trying out different looks!Im thinking about getting diamond lashes, something sweet natural and dolly, probably number two.Any Experience?

Neways, contrastint to yesterdays make, my make today to meet up friends was reaaallly light.
Just needed some dolly lashes,mascara and brown eyeliner and i think it'd be my favourite look!

me and filiz, she got glasses. ( and would probably kill me when she saw that i posted this xD)
neways, i only wore concealer, some powder, white eyeliner in my tearducks, some black eyeliner in the corners and some powder to mat the face.

I want to join a cir.Next post is probably about that.
Till then~

Chou kawaiis' giveaway

2011-03-04T14:54:00.001-08:00

Emi from chou kawaii is having her first give away, check it out! :)

cool thursday, failed friday+ still Karneval

2011-03-04T13:55:00.000-08:00

So i already maentioned karnevalsseason right?
'neways i went to my cities Karneval partytent yesterday. I was pissed that my best friend couldn't come but it was still kinda fun.
I dressed up as a last minute Sailorgirl xD
Last minute becauuuse...i actually wanted to buy a marine/navy cap, but they were allll sold out, so i just got myself the black pilot hat and hoped that people didn't mind.
Since, i dunno i thought the stripey shirt screamed SAILOR enough.
Turned out it wasn't the case though, since some people kept mistaking me for a police or even a slut.(id be quite a bad slut, considerung how much skin i showed O_o)...(which is not alot btw.!!!)
welll on to the pics!

excuse me for the mess in the room. (but ohey, its my moms room so dont blame me!!!!:D)

So yeah, yesterday was okay, was actually hoping to go to the Karnevalsparade with my bestie today but turns out she was busy with her internship.
And i didn't feel like meeting the same people as yesterday.
So i was pissed for the whole day, too pissed to do anything else instead, and was thiiiis close to throwing a pity party for myself. (exceept i cooked and did abit of homework, yay productive! :D)

Ah well, i hope tommorows gonna turn out better.

thanks for reading :)

Karneval+Essence Lashes

2011-03-03T02:19:00.000-08:00

Here in good ol' Rhineland in Germanywe have something called Karneval.
Basically its something like a holiday were people dress up, get drunk,party and get drunk !
Especially getting drunk!
'newayys, its 11:32 and i just got home from school. The two lessons we had didn't really feel like karneval though since like, only 2 people were dressed up and instead of beeing hyper we all really just sat there and...well chilled. xD
Not saying im complaining, since i really wasnt all that dressed up either

I just kept telling people i dressed up as nerd.
(dressed up?! more like i-dont-want-to -seem-like-caring-about-beeing-dressed-up-but-dont want-to-look-completely-boring-either)
i spent some time on the makeup though, since its karneval it was a nice oppurtunity for me to practice gyaru make and wear it to shool.

eye close up looks kind of groosss, have to figure out what to do with my eyebrows and seriously need to practice countouring. ( can anybody suggest good contouring products?!)
Also i tried new Lashes from Essence. I had a pair of essence lashes before but they looked more drag queen . The new ones they have have bigger gaps wich make them look wayy more dolly.

They look reallly bouncy on the eye and in order to make them look abit more natural (well as natural as possible xD) i trimmed the inner corners and shortened them.
Im genuinely content with them, since the last one i got were a biig dissapointment.( drag queen anyone?:D)
Also the glue was a big surprise, because in fact i am still wearing the lashes right now and they still feel comfortable and im not scared of them getting off.
so yeah the glue is great!
So zoomed out the lashes look somehow like this

I am so not complaining for having paid only about 3 Euros.

oh and btw. i died my extensions to match my natural haircolor and after air drying them, they seemed so much fuller than when i just go them.
Today i curled them and blended them in with my hair. Still needs some work ofc, but for now im much satisfied :)

Tricias first Giveaway

2011-02-26T04:37:00.001-08:00

So i guess you probably all alreafy heard about this and im actually kinda late to hop on the bandwagon xD
Buuut still, Tricias cute and the stuff is niiice, join her Giveaway and read her Blog! :D

New Extensions + Speed Rap

2011-02-25T11:54:00.000-08:00

Blog Revamp! :D

Soo after tries and tries, tumblr, and a big blogging hiatus (blogging? the heck, more like random ranting) i decided reviving my blogspot by posting about the stuff im currently all excited about.
Gyaru, fashion, hair, makeup, hey im talking about PURE VANITY!! (not that im complaining, i love it! :D)

Let me start of by talking about the new set of extensions that arrived today.
I was so excited to try them on, instead of chilling in the city after school i came home directly to try them on!
And um, what i think? well see for yourself.
Before. I actually held my hair, but it kind of looks like i'm irritated that my hair is flying around.Whoosh~ Magic!

After.
(aw foolish me, talking about blogging about gyaru and beauty stuff and didnt even bother to put on gyaru make)
NEWAYS, As you can see the streaks are quite thin, too thin for my hair i think. Seems like i let my hair grow out for so long, that its now probably considered thick.
Next time i go to the hairdresser i have to ask for a scenekid cut again ( ohgod that was like soo 2008!!:O)
But back to the extensions: well yea, i didnt really style my hair either, just put the extes on to try them out and figured that it actually looks kinda bad just letting them stay like this.Specially because of the different texture of my hair and the extensions. Also i think i got the wrong color, its a bit too light, which is a mistake on my part though.
The Quality is kind of also not the best. The Hair is pretty dry,it seems to get frizzy quickly and i heard that thei're full of silicones.
ah well, what can you expect for the price i paid ( 45 Euros Pshhh~ :D )

If youre german and interested, i got them from www.haar-lady.de. Payment and shipping was really quick and easy. (especially after the mess i experienced with an ebay seller Dx)

Btw. my cameras memory card also has pics of me with an old and curled synthethic hairpiece i got at claries. I needed them for the book fair in Frankfurt ( lets just say, lots of cosplayers and other japan fankids [oh my im talking as if i were a different case xD])
anyways, it used to be a hairpiece worn like a halfwig (but muuuuch smaller) so i cut them in half and saw them onto a shoe lace (yea a shoelace. It was REALLY last minute) and then wore the shoelace like a headband round my head.
I actually liked it alot because it made my hair instantly so much fuller and it was so much easier to apply. (really, putting on a headband is easier than putting on clips) The only problem though is that they dont match my hair color and are so obviously synthetic because of their strong shine. Ah well, its just claires anyway.

So yeah, the next time ill post these is when i styled them properly and have a ton of lashes and blush on mah face!
Till thenn~~

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What im doing RIGHT NOW
Im looking for speed rap vids on youtube. I never would have thought that im going to look for that kind of music but oh whell how tastes change.
Then again i really just like korean speed rap. (and busta Rhymez! )
Oh Outsider~