I BLOG WHEN I'M HAPPY

..and i don't when i'm not.

I noticed that my blogging decreased when i started university. Some might think this might be due to stress and heavy studying. But its not, because, looking back i realized that i didn't do alot. I didn't listen to the lectures, didn't watch the movies ( cuz basically i was studying film studies :/) and only did the obligatory papers. I hoped for my course to turn out better in the future, thats why i gave it a chance for the second semester. But it didn't get better. I even took some Lectures about Comics, and i didn't care about it at all. This depressed me so much, it made sad and angry and all out confused. I had not a bit of Passion for my course.

Thats why, i finally decided to stop.
I don't want to graduate leaving me with the feeling of not having learned something at all.

So here i am right now, sitting in front of my laptop writing emails to Advertising Agencies, asking for available Internship spots. Next Year, I am going to apply for design courses. Which is what i wanted to do ever since School. I just didn't go that way because i thought i was made for more, i was such an ego, i thought i had to go to University instead of "only" an art school.

Well fuck it i was stupid. I just want to feel happy with what i'm doing now.

And i feel incredibly happy and relieved about finally having decided what to do. Now i just need to proove my Mom and everyone else that i can do it.


So, to end my Sentitalk and to to excuse my absence from the Bloggasphere (sp??) i'll show you what i've been up to these last months  in a quick xiuxiu meit tu photocollage

1 + 2.Karneval | 3. playing with Makeup | 4. Doc Martens i got from Chani <3 | 5. before going to Düsseldorf | 6. Puris with Friends

 1. Makeup for the Beauty fair | 2. Daniela Katzenberger at the Beauty fair | 3. Cologne | 4. Mixtas | 5. Me

 1. Sushi with Boyfie | 2. Me & Daddy | 3. My new Hair & Mommy | 4. handmade B-day cake for mom | 5.Whats left of the cake

1. Dressing room at Divisoria | 2. Wicked Oreos | 3. Inuman on Mothersday | 4. Me & my Godchild Chloe | 5. Chloe Baby <3

The last set of pics were from the Philippines, we spontaneously flew over because my dear Uncle died. It was a very sad Trip, but i'm happy to have seen my family again.

If you still read this, well thanks for still checking out my blog. I may not be the hippest or most exciting person in the world to read about, but i still appreciate alot when people listen, or well..read what i have to say or want to show.

Thanks, till next post then.

KARNEVAL

mooh! yea right, i'm back with a new post! :D

I've been busy with school papers these days so i wasn't able to post, but i already finished the bigger piece of work and only have a small paper to do left!
So with this post i just wanted to show you my look for karneval- a german holiday i already talked about here. For the Parades, i got myself a Cow Kigurumi and dressep up as.... well, cow! :D

I had so much fun playing with makeup! I had some lower lashes, but additionally drew some on manually!

At night, when going out to Party, i was BatGirl ! :D dum dum duuuum! Again, i had lots of fun trying out the look for that day, i even wore my new lenses with it.

1. Batgirl undercover mode. 2. without costume

Btw. i am thinking of getting myself a mac lipstick, any shades you can reccomend?

too serious for me

I went to this one campus party last night. ( lol, i havent even mentioned that i'm in university now)
Ah well,This is how i looked like. I only noticed afterwards that i looked kinda mode.
I think my style is too playful for mode, but i am really starting to warm up to it, especially since i always liked brands like Murua and Emoda. And Blacks and Golds.
But still, looking so serious is so unusual to me,

Yeah hit me, the whole purpose of this post is pure picturewhorage. blah.
Still, i feel weird with posh poses, i rather enjoy making faces

byebye

Majolica Majorca Haul

I always considered myself to be quite the money saving, well almost "cheap" kind of consumer, but umm, i too, occasionally have these cravings where i just WANT GET AND WANT!!!..*cough cough*

Aaannyways, my latest Money spending trip has been done at the new Majolica Majorca Makeup Counter of my beloved one true Mall: SM Megamall! :D

My Buys include

• The automatic perfect liner in BR shade
• The Lash Expander Frame Plus Mascara
• Puff the Cheek in Apricot Macaron Shade

For that i payed a total amount of about 37 Euros (directly calculated) for which i also received a transparent Bag as a freebie!

Other than that, those days before my best friend here bought me the compact powder with its case as a advanced Birthday gift. The Powders texture is really smooth and i just love the Design of the case.

I honestly have to say though, that what attracted me the most to this brand is the beautiful design and casing of each piece. Seriously, i don't think i ever spazzed this much in a store!I tried out everything except the blush yet and they work just fine, but since i was quite in a hurry when applying them i wasn't able to test them properly.

If anybody is interested in a review of a piece just let me know :)

The Balm Stainiac Review + Cosmetic Rambles

Ever since receiving Herbench's pretty when pinched Paintbox on christmas two years ago i absolutely looove universal stains! Too bad i lost it though, which meant that i just used regular blush and lipgloss instead.
This however is not always too handy, especially when i'm rushing in the morning or feel extremely lazy.

.. ok, tbh even if im late, i actually always take my time to get ready, even if it means beeing late to class ._.
Buuut this is a whole different issue and has nothing to do with me having a new lip/cheek stain now:

The Balms Stainiac in Prom Queen Shade!



I got it in our local Douglas Branch where they had lots of The Balm stuff on final sale!
Therefore i got this Stain for only 3 euros(!!!), when it actually used to cost 15 Euros!

What i love about Stains is that they are so convenient and handy to use on the go.
Also because no matter how intense the shade is, the application is still really easy to manage and therefore looks really natural! I mean wearing this i look as if i just had a long and fresh walk outside!

___

What else, um. Yeah, lately i've been experimenting with my daily makeup for a bit and noticed that i don't use my eyeshadow palettes anymore. So since my Maybelline Jade Brown pallette broke ( not going to rebuy) i decided to use my old Ever Bilena and Claires Palettes and even experiment with some colors.
I've never been particularly good with blending eyeshadows, i've always been more of a crisp eyeliner and mascara type, but well i didn't want my palettes to go to waste.
So look, this is what i came up with:



Okay i know nothing particularly amazing, but it inspired me to use red shades more in the future. Please excuse the lousy Lash application, the lashes i'm wearing there are modified Lashes i made out of the P2 Volume lashes! (A local german drugstore brand)
I'm reading lots of makeup blogs and some Make ups some girls do look so amazing! Maybe i'll also experiment more and be abit extravagant and post them here.

Till then,

grace

Eyemake Practice and Mothersday Ramblings

oh white eyeliner, i learned to appreciate you again

Anyways, i want to get used to the lenses so i wore them yesterday when i went to the city to get my Ma a Mothersday Present. (I got her a cream colored H&M Blazer and some rich peoples roasted almonds by the way) It turned out that it didn't look as scary as i thought.
Well i think...considering that i didn't get any weird looks from the people i met there, a friend i met in the bus even told me that she enjoys looking at my eyes. (and it was a compliment! <3)

So here take a look at yesterdays picture whorage:

Was too lazy to edit the bottom pics. I mean, its not like i retouched my nose or slimmed my face or something before.
And forgive me for the failed cawaee attempz.

However, later that evening when i met up with my schoolmates at the river, i removed them.
I was kinda blaming myself at first because i cared too much about whether they think they'd look freaky or not..
Later on i figured that it has been a good idea afterall, because i got hit by a plastic bottle.

Really hard.

Not that it has been nice, but it might have been even not nicer if i wore my beautifull dolly winks and my new lenses.

Neways, lets flash forward and turn to today. Mothers Day!

I picked up my Ma at the Airport and then we went to Maredo to eat. I brought my super heavy new Digicam with me but ughhh i forgot to take pictures while we were there...
Well we were talking alot and when the food came we were so hungry we couldn't think abotu anything else so that might have been the reason why i didn't take pics.
Just snapped a quick pic on the

My Ma got me my Prom dress and i tried it on and i love it!!

Although it still needs some tweaking here and there.
And i'll have to look for shoes the following days, i'm thinking of 10 cm simple black pumps!
I mean hey, they're a basic i dont even have >_<

And then she got me the Cliniques Moisture Surge Tinted Moisturizer, a Teen Vogue,an Anne Klein watch and some Lipgloss from Victorias secret.

Maybe i'll do a review for the Moisturizer. I really think its a nice BB cream Alternative :)
anybody interested?

Oh, and i saw the Wondergirls in the Teen Vogue! Veeery NIce i thought! :D


Here, take a look at my Midnight snack (oh why does my ma always need to bring this stuff with her??D:) And then i'm off.



Bye Bye and thanks!

Just had my prefinals in Geography and Art, only English to go on Monday, whooo!
So my week was quite productive, studied alot, helped in the house and i feel and hope that my weightloss is going a good way again ! (lost 400g this week!)
As you can see, my productivity plan works! :D
I earned about 30 points this week, and got myself almondoil, got2be heat protector and a P2 mascara. All products i tried for the first time.
The Mascara is...meh okay, but still no alternative for my beloved Maybelline Stretch and Define! D: I want to try Dolly wink Mascara or Fiberwig, but don't know if theire really worth it ._.
And i just discovered Majolica Majorcas Lash Expander and kind of craaaave for it now! (yes i crave for mascara :D)

And what is really annoying me is that they actually sell Majolica Majorca in the Philippines and i never knew about it!
I should have bought lots of their products when i was there . ugh .
Well whatevuurrr, i try to get along with local products for now, get myself mac no. 7 maybe tommorow and just keep on beeing productive and totally usefull.
Scream out productivity: Productivity woooh!!! :D
(yea yea forgive me)

and before i end this i want to please you by showing you the " ilovestudying face"i had at the library.

I wore 10 cm boots that day. My feet hurt the whole day and i was really tallll, thought i'd feel like a monster but actually i felt all high (well...literally) and mighty and my legs looked endlesssss~
o yea i like high heels.

G'Night :D

half a pikachu+heavy make vs light make

i have to be honest here and admit that i'm not much of a drinker.
but oh gaaawd after 2 cocktails yesterday (two...only two!!!) i was sooo tipsy. If i didn't knew that i only had 2 drinks i would say im drunk because i definitely acted like it.
and im making a big deal out of it cus like i said i'm actually not much of a drinker and therefore have never been tipsy or drunk before.
but ah well it was fuuunnn. Felt all confident and mighty xD
I talked to drunkards on the streets and saw a guy in a banana costume, me beeing totally shocked and dissapointed that he wasn't a pikachu instead. So i annoyed him telling him that he wasn't a banana but half of a pikachu xD

neways, actually we wanted to watch something like a horrorparade yesterday (its still karneval) but chaotic me forgot where the parade was and we aimlessly wandered round cologne.
When we got fed up we just decided to sit down in a bar and have some drinks.

i tried to do some kind of heavier make for that occasion

[dont mind my chapped lips please, they were in a condition where i was not able to treat them. sry.]
my mom hated it, saying i look too old and this kind of make doesn't suit me xD
Though i was proud that i applied the lashes so neatly ._. ( for my standarts ofc xD)
But hey it was just for the occasion. Tbh I prefer sweet and dolly makeup myself, but ist still fun trying out different looks!Im thinking about getting diamond lashes, something sweet natural and dolly, probably number two.Any Experience?

Neways, contrastint to yesterdays make, my make today to meet up friends was reaaallly light.
Just needed some dolly lashes,mascara and brown eyeliner and i think it'd be my favourite look!

me and filiz, she got glasses. ( and would probably kill me when she saw that i posted this xD)
neways, i only wore concealer, some powder, white eyeliner in my tearducks, some black eyeliner in the corners and some powder to mat the face.

I want to join a cir.Next post is probably about that.
Till then~

Karneval+Essence Lashes

Here in good ol' Rhineland in Germanywe have something called Karneval.
Basically its something like a holiday were people dress up, get drunk,party and get drunk !
Especially getting drunk!
'newayys, its 11:32 and i just got home from school. The two lessons we had didn't really feel like karneval though since like, only 2 people were dressed up and instead of beeing hyper we all really just sat there and...well chilled. xD
Not saying im complaining, since i really wasnt all that dressed up either

I just kept telling people i dressed up as nerd.
(dressed up?! more like i-dont-want-to -seem-like-caring-about-beeing-dressed-up-but-dont want-to-look-completely-boring-either)
i spent some time on the makeup though, since its karneval it was a nice oppurtunity for me to practice gyaru make and wear it to shool.

eye close up looks kind of groosss, have to figure out what to do with my eyebrows and seriously need to practice countouring. ( can anybody suggest good contouring products?!)
Also i tried new Lashes from Essence. I had a pair of essence lashes before but they looked more drag queen . The new ones they have have bigger gaps wich make them look wayy more dolly.

They look reallly bouncy on the eye and in order to make them look abit more natural (well as natural as possible xD) i trimmed the inner corners and shortened them.
Im genuinely content with them, since the last one i got were a biig dissapointment.( drag queen anyone?:D)
Also the glue was a big surprise, because in fact i am still wearing the lashes right now and they still feel comfortable and im not scared of them getting off.
so yeah the glue is great!
So zoomed out the lashes look somehow like this

I am so not complaining for having paid only about 3 Euros.

oh and btw. i died my extensions to match my natural haircolor and after air drying them, they seemed so much fuller than when i just go them.
Today i curled them and blended them in with my hair. Still needs some work ofc, but for now im much satisfied :)