Mittwoch, 30. März 2011

After school Haul


I just noticed how dilettantish my last post was written, so i decided to drop the emoticonflooded childish way of writing. This means, i also need to take norms, like spelling and formating, a bit more seriously, because after all, i am an adult and in order to do well and act literate in my future carreer, as well as in my overall life, i should start practicing to behave my best on every occasion i encounter.


...lol yea right

Sorry for that. But i just had to that and act all high and mighty after i saw how stupid the way i wrote the last post looked like xD
Anyways, lets get to the content:

On Tuesday after giving an english lesson i noticed that H&M has once again another sale, ance i still i had my giftcard worth 15 euros i decided to go in and look for some stuff.
Din't really get much, just some basics. A denim-mini and a sand colored blouse. Basic, but cute nonetheless!


Other than that i got myself this flowy dresslike longtop- also sand colored- and a Feather necklace from pieces. I actually entered Pieces to see if a deer necklace i wanted was finally on sale, but sadly it seemed to be all sold out. But instead i saw that this feather necklace i also eyed for a long time now was on sale, so i got it immediately! :D
Really dig the feather/indian-ish look for summer, although it kinda reminds me of Ke$ha xD
Definitely going to make a post about it soon!

This Week i also went to theoptician to check my eye sight since i was planning to get circle lenses. Also i asked them about wearing contact lenses (regular ones) and they showed me how to wear them. Now i got 2 pairs of disposable lenses for free to practice with. Although my left eye is very nearsighte
d with -2 , my sight is not necessarilly impaired because my right eye can see almost perfect. Thats why i wasn't planning to get Lenses from the Optician. But now they kind of expect me to buy a pack.
I mean okay, it was me who wanted to be consulted after all.

Whatever, i just ordered a pair of the typical kumicky lenses and basic dolly winks no.1 (yea basic combination) over at pinky paradise and am veeeery excited now for them to arrive :D

i wonder if lenses suit meee~

oh im such a tsu-chan fangirl <3

Sonntag, 27. März 2011

Melissandro and Graziello weekend :D

Melissa has just been picked up :(
But it was a greaaat weekend! I was soo happy to see her again it was funnn :D
She arrived on Friday evening so i had some time to prepare the rest of my application to this university in Berlin i might go to.
Tbh, i was realllly stressed because i had to finish this application ( deadline is 29th March D:oh why can i only be productive with pressure?!?!? Dx) and still have two presentations due tomorrow and wednesday Dx
but ah well i have the rest of sunday available now.

But anyways lets get to Saturday :D
Melli and me went to Düsseldorf to take Purikura. Later on we met Jan and his Friend Stephan and we did another Purikura session with them.
Here are all the Machine Pics we took yesterday

I needed new pass pictures for my application so i just went into a stinky photo cabine in the train station. It was expensive, gross ( a used joint was on the floor Dx) and totally no good quality.
But ah well, i think i look kind cute there, it really makes my lashes pop.( yea im praising myself publicly, sorry but it happens too xD...although my face still looks round and chubby, the bangs are bad and my brooowss...okay okay i'll stop complaining!!.. ogawd kinda sad how long i'm able to ramble about superficial flaws D: )
And i absolutely love the purikura we took! :D
Soo cute and funny :D i especially liked this one


and this one is so awesome! Makes us look as if we're straight out of a cliched shojo manga or a host club :D

This is us in front of the bank. The Bank is perfect for taking outfit pics, srsly there should be more buildings that are compeltely covered with mirrors :D

Melli is sooo cute, i feel like a giant standing beside her D:
But ah well, i got used to looking like a giant standing next to shorter people.

Usually a Düsseldorf Trip is the perfect occasion for me to do a supahcawaiistuffz and magazine haul. But i'm on a money saving spree so this didn't happen. Only got a popteen for a friend whom i still owe a present. ( and that was for two months ago...yea i suck.)

okay heres another makeup shot and i'm out:
[first time using dolly wink lower lashes]


Buh Bye~

Donnerstag, 24. März 2011

Stress+ Yapos giveaway

Im really tired and stressed right now and just want to update this, so ill just post what i wore today

Tomorrow is going to be tough because i'll have lots of work to do.
But my friend Melissa is coming and she'll stay over the weeken, so excited because i havent seen her in aaages :D

And Yapo-chan is having a Giveaway :D
I like her Blog and her style alot so i was really excited when i heard shes having a giveaway!

Sonntag, 20. März 2011

saturdays camwhorage

Yesterday i felt like dressung up alittle, then ended up about 2 hours in front of the closet just to realize that i don't look any different than usual.
But i bothered to take pictures and will post my camwhorage anyway.

x
oh shelly y so srs?
o i know, cuz if i smile

this
(lol, am i just bashing myself??xD)

and heres what i wore.

I tried to do my curls alittle bit different, curling my hair outwards but it turned to be such a mess that i curled the rest inwards and then it was such a mess that it barely looked any different than usual.
I mean i like wild kind of curls but once in a while i'd like sweet and elegant curls too.
Maybe i need a real curler than just a straightener. A good curler to reccomend?
And i soooooo rllyrlly wnat circle lenses now!!! I think im going to save up some points an then order some for real!!

what elssse, oh yea i went to the city to get a b-day present for my bestie and saw these shoes:

aww im sooo in love!!! I think theire super cute and and they were sooo comfy!!( Considering their height i mean xD)
But of course i didnt get them ._.

ok thats it, here enjoy some spaghetti i made


i hope you can see how much looove i put into it :D

Freitag, 18. März 2011

Just had my prefinals in Geography and Art, only English to go on Monday, whooo!
So my week was quite productive, studied alot, helped in the house and i feel and hope that my weightloss is going a good way again ! (lost 400g this week!)
As you can see, my productivity plan works! :D
I earned about 30 points this week, and got myself almondoil, got2be heat protector and a P2 mascara. All products i tried for the first time.
The Mascara is...meh okay, but still no alternative for my beloved Maybelline Stretch and Define! D: I want to try Dolly wink Mascara or Fiberwig, but don't know if theire really worth it ._.
And i just discovered Majolica Majorcas Lash Expander and kind of craaaave for it now! (yes i crave for mascara :D)

And what is really annoying me is that they actually sell Majolica Majorca in the Philippines and i never knew about it!
I should have bought lots of their products when i was there . ugh .
Well whatevuurrr, i try to get along with local products for now, get myself mac no. 7 maybe tommorow and just keep on beeing productive and totally usefull.
Scream out productivity: Productivity woooh!!! :D
(yea yea forgive me)

and before i end this i want to please you by showing you the " ilovestudying face"i had at the library.


I wore 10 cm boots that day. My feet hurt the whole day and i was really tallll, thought i'd feel like a monster but actually i felt all high (well...literally) and mighty and my legs looked endlesssss~
o yea i like high heels.

G'Night :D

Samispoons Giveaway!


Theres a Giveaway over at Samispoons blog with lots of cute wc stuff! :)

Samstag, 12. März 2011

The Japan Disaster

I practically spent my whole morning with CNN these past two days and remember how i catched myself cursing loudly when i saw the tsunami spreading through japan like lava or a thick black massive gooey kinda something. Seriously you probably all saw it too, its as if this something was like-eaating japan!

Now its up to Japan and the people and the rest of the world to fix this mess.
Its a good thing that Japan is such a developed contry that alot of it goes on smoothly.
From what i could gather from the news i mean. I excuse if this is not the case but to me it seems that the people who got evacuated and gathered together in the gyms and stuff seemed kind of...calm about the situation. I mean, i saw people read and be on the laptop and kids playing around. It seemed like... a train situation.
An then i thought that if it were some other country, a developing country or something, things would be wayyy more chaotic, panic would be all over the people causing ever more chaos.
And luckily, this does not happen in Japan.
Then again it may be that the japanese have always been prepared for earthquakes. (although this has been the strongest one that has hit japan)
But im still verrry worried about the Fukushima explosion and its possible after effects. I don't know much about nuclear science and that stuff so what i'm wondering about is how radioactive leakage might affect the people who get close to it.
Im suuuper scared about the damage beeing like the hiroshima nuclear victims. I don't know if thats possible, but they both got something to do with nuclear stuff so i thought it might. I just hope thats not the case.

And then of course this reminds me of the other tsunami incidents these past years, or even other natural disaster like Hurricane Katrina or something.
And thinking about it, thinking that its Mother Natures doing and not human mistakes makes me feel...weird like, im sad because theres nothing you can do against it, but on the other hand isn't the fact that there is noone particular to blame good?
Although me personally? I hate that, knowing that someone was at fault or if it were due to human mistakes, i dunno it kind of would make me feel safer because that would kind of proove that Mankind is in full control of the world.
But Mankind is not.

I could now get all philosophical here talking about Life, God, Destiny,Mother Nature or other higher beeings blablaa, but it would all come to the same conclusion anyways:
Sadly things do happen and its the way of life.

Lets all just pray or wish the best for Japan.
And for the other countries who are still in danger of beeing hit by the tsunami.
And thank god, thankyou thankyou thankyou for sparing the Philippines!!


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i know youre probably not in the mood for this but still, short life update:
Collected 10 points already! :D
Got myself cosmetic almond oil for that.
but now i'm back to 0 again ._.

Donnerstag, 10. März 2011

Weightwatchers for life

Im not talking about how devoted i am towards weight watchers or something.
But im talking about how i planned out a system kind of like weight watchers, but quite literally, for life.

It alll started with the last post about rewarding myself and tasks to be done.
And then, yesterday during Math lesson, i kind of invented alittle system kind of like weightwatchers xD
I gave tasks i have to do points, and then i wrote down the rewards i'll get myself once i achieve a certain number of points.
So this is the written "plan" i did during math lesson. (because im over with math now, just sitting there to not be absent)

Btw., don't ask me why i mixed up english and german in it xD
And i know that my Handwriting sucks.

Anywayyyss~

The Tasks and the points i gain from them are on the left side, for example: small homework: 1p, 1 hour of studying: 2p, loosing 1 kg: 3p and the Rewards i get from the points i collected are on the right side, like: MAC Lashes: 1op, circle Lenses: 20p, Pokemon black : 30p (i reallly want to play it ;_; )
So yea yesterday i started collecting points for studying for two hours and today i studied for one hour, meaning i have 6 points now! And because i am saving up to go shopping in the next days( 15p! ) i have to be especially productive tommorow! (and i also have no school tommorow, yay! :D)



And because i knooow that you all like kawaii stuff (obviously EVERYBODY does! [...or should]) i just HAD to show you the cover of the Notebook i wrote that in

Super cute right!? :D Got it from the Philippines two years ago and never dared to write in it, afraid of wasting the space or writing ugly pages ^^;;;

I compared it to weight watchers since a friend said that i develop my own weightwatchers system when i told him about that xD
Lets see how this whole Productivitypointrewardingsystem will turn out.
Tbh. knowing me it sounds quite realistic that this might just a phase and i'll start ditching this whole thing next week-but NO! i gotta stop this negative thoughts!!!ÒmO

ah well, just going to wish me luck.

And to add some more egopics to this post: this is how i looked like on monday

I don't like my eyebrows, i'm starting to get quite conscious about them ._.

This is getting too long, so for now i'm saying Buh Bye and good night! :)

Dienstag, 8. März 2011

Rewarding myself

So i just figured...that i spend quite some time surfing through beauty and gyaru blogs lately, lurking in e_g and other comms and looking for things im considering of buying.
Ok yea, probably not any different than the things lots of you do too.

Buuuut, im not supposed to spend so much time online ( well never have been supposed to but still) without beeing productive or doing things that really have to be done.

So what i should concentrate on the next months is

Studying.my final exams are in april and i reaaally have to work hard in order to get a score which allows me to apply for the university course i want.

Doing the assignment for another course im interested in applying to (note to self : Deadline is March 29!!!)

Continuing with my weightloss, because since i've lost 10 kg a year ago i kind of went on a biiig break and neglected the new lifestyle even though i still have more 10 kgs to go.

Organise our schoolballs programm, because my friend tempted me to join the Programm commitee and now nobody is getting things done.
Ugh, i just shouldn't have joined. I've never been the active typy to begin with.

But then again, beeing more active, and less passive is something i should work on too.

And yea since i've figured that i haaardly get anything done and then do somethign half-assed last minute instead (ogod procrastinator much?!D:) i figured that i could trigger my motivation and fully make use of my potential by...tadadadumm...


...rewarding myself with cute japanese items! :D

When i get some points on my to-do list done i mean xD


What im thinking of getting myself after having done that arreee

Good and dolly kumicky-like lashes :D
Dollywink would be too too expensive to order so maybe i was thinking of


Diamond Fairy Eye or Dolly Eye lash


or maybe even mac no. 7 since its easier for me to get them ( though heavily overpriced >_>)

Dr. Schrammek BB cream

since its kinda easy for me to get too,

and finally circle lenses :D

I'm trying to decide between Eos Candy Brown or Geo Sakura Brown
they look so similar, really whats the difference??!

So, the first thing im going to reward myself for is having the assignment done. (since its the most important thing to do right now because- repeated note to myself - the deadline is March 29!!!)
And then i can be alll excited to get myself one of these rewards :D
Yea no suuuper spectacular method but still, hope this works xD

Wishe me Luckkkkk~

Sonntag, 6. März 2011

half a pikachu+heavy make vs light make



i have to be honest here and admit that i'm not much of a drinker.
but oh gaaawd after 2 cocktails yesterday (two...only two!!!) i was sooo tipsy. If i didn't knew that i only had 2 drinks i would say im drunk because i definitely acted like it.
and im making a big deal out of it cus like i said i'm actually not much of a drinker and therefore have never been tipsy or drunk before.
but ah well it was fuuunnn. Felt all confident and mighty xD
I talked to drunkards on the streets and saw a guy in a banana costume, me beeing totally shocked and dissapointed that he wasn't a pikachu instead. So i annoyed him telling him that he wasn't a banana but half of a pikachu xD

neways, actually we wanted to watch something like a horrorparade yesterday (its still karneval) but chaotic me forgot where the parade was and we aimlessly wandered round cologne.
When we got fed up we just decided to sit down in a bar and have some drinks.

i tried to do some kind of heavier make for that occasion

[dont mind my chapped lips please, they were in a condition where i was not able to treat them. sry.]
my mom hated it, saying i look too old and this kind of make doesn't suit me xD
Though i was proud that i applied the lashes so neatly ._. ( for my standarts ofc xD)
But hey it was just for the occasion. Tbh I prefer sweet and dolly makeup myself, but ist still fun trying out different looks!Im thinking about getting diamond lashes, something sweet natural and dolly, probably number two.Any Experience?

Neways, contrastint to yesterdays make, my make today to meet up friends was reaaallly light.
Just needed some dolly lashes,mascara and brown eyeliner and i think it'd be my favourite look!

me and filiz, she got glasses. ( and would probably kill me when she saw that i posted this xD)
neways, i only wore concealer, some powder, white eyeliner in my tearducks, some black eyeliner in the corners and some powder to mat the face.

I want to join a cir.Next post is probably about that.
Till then~

Freitag, 4. März 2011

Chou kawaiis' giveaway

Emi from chou kawaii is having her first give away, check it out! :)

cool thursday, failed friday+ still Karneval

So i already maentioned karnevalsseason right?
'neways i went to my cities Karneval partytent yesterday. I was pissed that my best friend couldn't come but it was still kinda fun.
I dressed up as a last minute Sailorgirl xD
Last minute becauuuse...i actually wanted to buy a marine/navy cap, but they were allll sold out, so i just got myself the black pilot hat and hoped that people didn't mind.
Since, i dunno i thought the stripey shirt screamed SAILOR enough.
Turned out it wasn't the case though, since some people kept mistaking me for a police or even a slut.(id be quite a bad slut, considerung how much skin i showed O_o)...(which is not alot btw.!!!)
welll on to the pics!

excuse me for the mess in the room. (but ohey, its my moms room so dont blame me!!!!:D)

So yeah, yesterday was okay, was actually hoping to go to the Karnevalsparade with my bestie today but turns out she was busy with her internship.
And i didn't feel like meeting the same people as yesterday.
So i was pissed for the whole day, too pissed to do anything else instead, and was thiiiis close to throwing a pity party for myself. (exceept i cooked and did abit of homework, yay productive! :D)

Ah well, i hope tommorows gonna turn out better.

thanks for reading :)

Donnerstag, 3. März 2011

Karneval+Essence Lashes

Here in good ol' Rhineland in Germanywe have something called Karneval.
Basically its something like a holiday were people dress up, get drunk,party and get drunk !
Especially getting drunk!
'newayys, its 11:32 and i just got home from school. The two lessons we had didn't really feel like karneval though since like, only 2 people were dressed up and instead of beeing hyper we all really just sat there and...well chilled. xD
Not saying im complaining, since i really wasnt all that dressed up either

I just kept telling people i dressed up as nerd.
(dressed up?! more like i-dont-want-to -seem-like-caring-about-beeing-dressed-up-but-dont want-to-look-completely-boring-either)
i spent some time on the makeup though, since its karneval it was a nice oppurtunity for me to practice gyaru make and wear it to shool.

eye close up looks kind of groosss, have to figure out what to do with my eyebrows and seriously need to practice countouring. ( can anybody suggest good contouring products?!)
Also i tried new Lashes from Essence. I had a pair of essence lashes before but they looked more drag queen . The new ones they have have bigger gaps wich make them look wayy more dolly.

They look reallly bouncy on the eye and in order to make them look abit more natural (well as natural as possible xD) i trimmed the inner corners and shortened them.
Im genuinely content with them, since the last one i got were a biig dissapointment.( drag queen anyone?:D)
Also the glue was a big surprise, because in fact i am still wearing the lashes right now and they still feel comfortable and im not scared of them getting off.
so yeah the glue is great!
So zoomed out the lashes look somehow like this

I am so not complaining for having paid only about 3 Euros.

oh and btw. i died my extensions to match my natural haircolor and after air drying them, they seemed so much fuller than when i just go them.
Today i curled them and blended them in with my hair. Still needs some work ofc, but for now im much satisfied :)